Amnesia {bts ff}

chapter 1; Escape from reality.

There's a moment in everyone's life when we want to run away from the world we live in. And which we know so well that it starts to suffocate us. I used to wake up with that feeling every morning. As the day went by, my mood would change. And I'd fall asleep feeling serene and grateful for what I had at that moment. However, the sun would rise again.  But instead of warm sunbeams and good mood, a cloud of suspicion would hang over my head, making me feel afraid of uncertainty. And making me feel like I didn't belong there. 

Memories are like dreams. They fade with time and the line between them turns into a thin thread which can easily break. In my case, there were no memories of the past and no dreams... Just an inner voice which told me to run. Few weeks earlier... Several sunbeams broke through thick treetope and warmed up my face.

I opened my eyes and saw a big snowflake slowly falling all over me. I tried to stand up, but a sharp pain in my head stopped me. ''Argh... it hurts!'' I said. A few minutes later I became aware of the surroundings where I found myself. How did i get here? I try to remember what happend but I have no idea. I mustn't panic. I have to remember how i got into this situation. I searched my clothes and pockets looking for anything. Which would jog my memory, but there was nothing there. Was I Robbed? No... Why can't I remember anything? I gripped the tree next to me and got up. However sudden moves caused me strong dizziness and I instinctively closed my eyes. I have to.... I can't stay here. I have to find help. I was slowly moving from one tree to another. Trying to notice any clue which would help me find the exit from the woods. What am I doing? What if i'm going deeper and deeper into the woods. What if nobody ever finds me? ''Help!'' I screamed. I listened carefully, but there was no answer. The only sound I could hear was my strong heartbeat. I knew that fear was my greatest enemy in such situations, So I gave myself some time to calm down. I'll be fine... I was hoping that I'd hear somebody calling my name and looking for me, but then I realized... My name... What's my name?!  My name.... Who am I?! I can't remember my name! Ugh! Darn it! This can't be real! I was desperate 'cause I was helpless. I was so angry that I clenched my fist and hit a tree. The bracelet! I was wearing tore and fell on the ground. I lifted it up and took a good look at it. I'd never tell that this was my bracelet. I don't remember how I got it... I'm sorry that it got broken, I'll fix it. I was examing it carefully, looking for the buckle and admiring the beautiful string of stones it was made of. By accident I saw an engraved signature on one of the stones.... 'Daughter.'  This can't be the only engraved word...  I examined the whole bracelet carefully and found more engraved words. Then everything made sense. 'to my beloved daughter, Y/N.' 

I continued walking and repeating the name engraved in the bracelet hoping that it would make me remember something. It's probably my name, but how can I be sure. It doesn't sound familiar at all... Y/n. I'm Y/n
. The sun was coming down when I came to the edge of the woods. I was cold, thirsty and starving. But I wasn't giving up. I saw a beautiful village in front of me covered in snow. And tucked in a valley between all the hills and mountains. The only problem was that I was standing at the top of the hill and there was no way down anywhere around me. Finally! Maybe now somebody will hear me call for help. ''Help!'' I screamed. I wanted to yell at the top of my lungs, but my words were barely louder than a whisper. I was exhausted... A noise coming from behind me woke me up from my half-sleep. I instinctively hid behind a tree. There's someone behind me! Everything will be fine if I stay calm en quiet. He'll go away... I stayed hidden behind the tree holding my breath. I hoped that it was just some stray animal searching for food, and not my pursuer. It's quiet... I carefully peeked behind the tree and saw someone's boots out of the corner of my eye. I lifted my head and met his eyes. I was terrified and I wanted to run, but I had nowhere to go. There was an abyss behind me. He held out his hands to me, but I stepped back. I was so afraid that I made a wrong move and slipped..... ''AAAAAAHHHH! noo!'' I screamed. I thought that would be the end of me. The last thing I'd see would be his face - the face of a man who was hunting me. But I was wrong... I could only thank him for saving my life. He grabbed my hands skillfully and quickly and saved me from falling into the abyss. I found myself face to face with him... ''Oops! that was so closed! I got you!" The man said.  ''Let me go!'' I yelled at him. ''Just calm down, please!'' He said. ''Here, I'll let you go, everything is fine.'' He said and he let me go. ''Why are you hunting me?'' I asked the strange man. ''Hunting you?? Why would I do that?!'' The man asked. ''I just wanted to help you.'' He said afterwards. I took a moment to calm down and have a look at him. He was tall and strong with Thick and messy hair, While his eyes were glowing with magic which could make anyone smile. Even me in a situation like that. People say that eyes never lie, but his were so mysterious. They were frightening, but they made me smile at the same time. ''Let's start over.'' the man said out of nowhere. ''My name is Jimin.'' The man said. ''Hello Jimin, I'm Y/n.'' I said. At least I think I am... ''Nice to meet you, Y/n. Now let me help you and show you the way to the village." Jimin Said smiling. ''Thank you. I could use a warm meal. I think I haven't eaten in days...'' I said looking around me. ''Days!!? Y/n, let's got right away and you'll tell me what happened as soon as you recover.'' He said and he hugged me around my waist and I put my hand around his neck. ''slowly.... It's slippery.'' Jimin said as we walked away. The adrenalin which had been running through my body was slowly dropping down. I started to feel the pain in my frozen toes and weekened muscled.