Adventures of The Sad, Broken, and Happy (Hobbit Fan Fiction)

Chapter 26 I Confess

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Allie
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Pain.

Regret.

Sadness.

Pain.

Hope.

Loneliness.

That's all I felt. Those were emotional too. My whole body is numb and I'm trapped in a whirlwind of misery. A perfect combination for the worst life. The one combination I swore I would never let myself feel again.

"I hate you," I hiss as Deren recarves the L in his name. The agony was the D now it's just a numbing haunt in my mind.

"Of course you do. I've taken everything from you."

"Not everything," I say weakly. Staying conscious has become a struggle. Black dots edge my vision and I'm trying so hard to keep my mind off the pain I should be feeling.

"What do you mean? I've taken that chance of your future soulmate ever loving you away, I taken you, and I've taken all happiness from you."

"You will never have my happiness. Happiness is my own emotion made by me. I decide when it leaves and when it stays."

"Well I've still marked your skin," Deren growls and begins recarving the A.  Clenching my eyes shut and biting my tongue so hard is bleeds I resist the urge to cry.

"Y-you have and I hate myself everyday for letting it come to this. I hate myself for ever loving you. I hate you for ruining me. I hate myself for letting you. But most of all. I hate losing myself when I loved you. "

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Emily
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Alex immediately grabs Graces hand and helps her stand up.

"Okay we need to find her first," I state worry going my voice. Allies in pain she might die. Taking deep breaths I try to clear my head. "Grace can you tell how close she is?"

"Close really close or else I wouldn't be-ugh!-feeling it this much," Grace hisses

"Well when did we first notice she was gone?" Alex asks.

"We sent her to get drinks and she never came back!" Fili exclaims.

"So let's ask the bartender," Sam says and we all make our way to the bar.

"Excuse me!" I shout hoping to get the bartenders attention even though I can't see above the bar.

"There's no bartender," Sam tells me.

"No Deren the jackass left early with some pretty petite little girl" a man growls and I go pale.

"Was she blonde?" Grace asks managing to speak without flinching.

"Yes short blonde hair, blue eyes, furry feet, really really pretty to bad Deren got her first," the obviously drunk man slurs. I go completely pale.

"Well shit" Alex swears.

"The things I would do to that pretty girl." That's when a fist hits the side of his face and he falls to the floor out cold.

"So what happened to the hobbit?" Thorin asks rubbing his knuckles. He punched the man! Fili must have ran and got him after Grace collapsed.

"You just punched a guy!" I exclaim.

"Uncle that was awesome," Kili praises.

"Doesn't matter who did the halfling leave with?" Thorin repeats his question.