Bo$$ - BTS FanFic *** Completed

All About Love

Tae and Yoongi sat on the bed, cuddling Dez close as she bit at her nails.

"Stop," Yoongi pulled at her fingers gently until they were a safe distance from her mouth, "It is or isn't. Destroying your cuticles won't change it."

"I don't want to be disappointed again," she whispered weakly, "I don't want to be a disappointment again."

"How could you ever be a disappointment, Jagiya?" Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows as he turned her face to look at him.

"It's been eight months," she huffed out in frustration, "Wonnie is going to have her little boy any day, and I'm not resentful at all, but I am a bit jealous." She wiped a stray tear that had fallen from her eye, "I wanted to share this experience with my wife."

"With the sheer amount of sex that happens in this house, you will eventually," Yoongi chuckled, "It's just the law of averages."

"What if I...you know...can't?" Dez's voice cracked on the last word.

"The we'll figure it out," Yoongi shrugged, "We're a family, you're my wife, and we can get through anything if we just remember that."

"Same," Taehyung agreed, kissing her temple, "We don't get to choose what life hands us, but we do get to choose how we deal with it, together."

"You won't hate me? Or leave me?"

"How could I?" Taehyung's eyes were wide with shock, "Who could I love if I didn't love you? Who else is going to put up with my shit??"

Dez laughed, thankful that both of the men were trying to keep her mood light. She still worried, of course, but having them with her made it more background static than a blaring horn of stress. She had had a few hopeful moments, even a full-month without having her period, but every time it had come out the same...one line and a heart full of unanswered wishes. She was beginning to worry in earnest. It just didn't seem possible that she could have unprotected sex practically every day for months on end and not get pregnant...yet, there she was, preparing for yet another heartbreak. Just as she let the guys pull her into another long hug, they heard the timer go off in the bathroom that was attached to her bedroom.

Dez looked at Yoongi with wide, frightened eyes. Her legs suddenly felt weak, unwilling to walk to the tiled counter and look at the test that waited on top of it. He kissed her sweetly, pulling back and sharing a look with Taehyung next to her. With a nod, they both got up simultaneously, walking to the bathroom together while Dez waited on the bed.

She squeezed her eyes shut, listening for a whoop, a sigh, a cough...anything that might let her know what the test read. It was silent, the seconds feelings like hours as they ticked by torturously. Her heart began to pound in her ears, her throat trying to constrict on itself. When she felt a tap on the knees she had hugged to her chest, her heart leapt to her throat in surprise.

Looking up, she saw tears spilling from Taehyung's eyes, running down his cheeks, and pain and anger stabbed at her heart...until she realized the wide smile that had taken over his mouth and the grin that tugged Yoongi's lips apart as his shaking hands held the test.

"Honey," Tae's strained out, "Look at it."

Dez looked at the test in Yoongi's grasp, fingers trembling as she took it. Turning it over, she searched the little white box for the answer to her burning question, eyes popping wide as she read it.

Two lines.

Yoongi's voice was deep and soft, "We're having a baby."

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"You're doing so good," Dez cooed, despite the painful cries that came from her lover's throats, Da-Won's from contractions and Jin's from her grip on his hand. "You just have a little longer."