Bo$$ - BTS FanFic *** Completed

What is Love?

The door opened with a slam, as Dez walked inside furiously. Several pairs of eyes followed her as she stalked toward the kitchen, stopping short and turning around.

"I can't believe that you're so angry about this!" She yelled back at the open door.

Jin emerged, equally pissed off, "And I can't believe you would fucking say something like that to me!"

Joon, Kookie, Tae and Jimin just stood by silently. Jin and Dez were the most likely to argue with one another, with their sharp tongues, high emotions, and ability to push buttons. They usually figured it out and made up in time, so for the rest it was just safest to stay out of it and let them run their course.

Dez's voice dropped dangerously low, "You're seriously fucking mad, because I would give you the same freedom and and respect that you give me? How does that even make sense, Seokjin?"

"Because," Jin's voice raised again, "I don't want it! Stop getting mad at me for being in love with you!"

"STOP YELLING AT ME BECAUSE BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME!" Dez screeched out, her cheeks flushed red with emotion. She took the bags of groceries she was holding and and stalked off to the kitchen as Kookie took the bags Jin was holding and followed after her.

Jin slumped onto the couch, seething, "She's so fucking STUBBORN!"

"No denying," Namjoon offered, "But what are you two so worked up about?"

"I asked her to meet my parents," Jin shined, kicking his feet out in frustration, "And somehow that devolved into her telling me to I should go get a girlfriend." Flopping his hands in the air, he scoffed, "And here I thought I already HAD A GIRLFRIEND NAMED DESAREE SWANSON!" he made sure she could hear him, scowling as he heard a loud thump from the other room in response.

"Don't you dare twist my words, Kim Seokjin," Dez growled, marching back into the room, "And don't think for one fucking second that I don't know why the subject just so happened to come up." Angry tears rolled down her cheeks as she pointed at her chest, "I didn't want it like this. I wanted to let everyone know exactly how our relationship worked or say nothing at all, and let them form their own opinions or what the fuck ever people do in their free time."

"But we don't want anyone judging you!"

"I DON'T FUCKING CARE!" she yelled again. "I know that this is about your parents wanting you to meet up with someone on arranged dates or whatever. I know that that's because of the Most Eligible Bachelors thing that you and Tae and Joon were listed in."

"It's not - "

Dez put her hand up, "It is. I heard you talking to your mom on the phone when you were on the library balcony. It's right above mine and my window was open." Dez looked at him pleadingly, "I only said that, IF you found someone you cared about like we care about each other, I would be willing to let them in...to...this. And that if you explored feelings and felt that they developed into more than what we feel for each other, that I would accept that."

"But I don't want you to want to give up on me!" Jin's voice cracked as it escalated. He stood up, ready to have another round of verbal war.

"I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP ON YOU!" Dez roared, "I didn't say it wouldn't fucking hurt, asshole! I didn't say I wanted it go to the way I described! I said that I would have to learn to be happy for you because that's what you have always given me and continue to give me AND MY OTHER SIX BOYFRIENDS!" She gestured wildly around the house, "You literally share me, my body, my time, my attention, with six other men. Happy to be see me happy, kind and honest and even fairly fucking patient, even when I have to smile in front of a camera or in a meeting or on television and claim that Yoongi is the one and only man I'm involved with...which was YOUR idea, not MINE!" Her voice dropped hurt and sad, "Why wouldn't I give you the same, after every sacrifice you've already made for me?"