Utaite x Reader Oneshots [Discontinued]

[°•Riinu x Reader•°]

•°•Riinu's POV•°•

Wet tears drops fall on the floor while I stay in a ball. I just don't get it, what did I do to deserve this pain? The pain of loneliness, the pain of being hurt by others, the pain of me being ignored by everyone. My red hair, dog-like ears, my heterochromatic eyes made me stand out from the others who are normal. Most of their hair are black, brown, and blonde. Their eyes have the deep shade of blue, green, and brown. If a person outside school would see them, they would see them as a perfect model. But I see the opposite, all I saw was the monster within them, the side they hide from everybody. All I felt was nothing but numbness. I can't feel the cuts on my wrists, the black eye they gave me, and all the bruises  around my body. I tried to stand up but my body was too weak. I tried screaming for help, but something is preventing me to do so. I'M SO FREAKING USELESS!! I cried and cried every day and night. My depression got worse, the bullying got worse, EVERYTHING got worse. I was about to jump off the school's building but instead, I felt someone holding me in a tight grip. I looked at the person with no emotion. Then I quickly realized who it is and cursed myself.

"I'm sorry..." Those words of hers pained me, I knew it wasn't her fault. It was theirs. I hugged her tightly and repeated my words and promises many times.

"Y/N-chan!" I screamed out her name, the girl who lights up the world. The girl who stole my heart. Thegirlwhodiedinmyarms. I love her, I know she does too. My vision began to black out, I can't see anything now except for darkness.

"Why did you let me die?"

Were the last thing I heard before waking up...

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I woke up feeling the pain again, everything hurts. I wished for her to comeback again, I WISHED I DIED IN HER PLACE INSTEAD OF HER!!! She would have been living in a world knowing everybody loving her and missing her.

"If only I could come back to you, my love"

A/n: I'm bad at angst okay!

Next update tomorrow:

Urata x Reader