Desperate Love (A.C and S.M)

Prologue

A/N: I am sooo sorry for disappearing for a while! School has started for me and I never had time to publish! But i'ma publish a new story tonight for you guys and i'll try to publish more! One thing you guys should know about me again, i am a shalessia fan. I can't control myself when i see alessia and shawn together and i love them both a lot. So, if you are a shalessia fan, this book for you! Enjoy!! Xoxoxo!

alessia:

have you ever fell in love with someone so much that you just want them to be in your life forever? well, that's how i feel about Shawn Mendes. The Canadian artist. trust me, he's the most cutest guy in the world. me and him have been best friends ever since we were both in high school. he was the first celebrity to discover me while I was working on my career. I was just making song covers at that time. he was really sweet and so friendly with me. he even showed my videos to everyone and everyone loved me so much too. I really valued our friendship a lot too. he was there to get me back up on my feet and I could tell him all of my personal things that i've never told anyone-- well except for my best friend. but shawn was the cutest guy ever and there was a secret that i never told him and that no one knows. I actually have a crush on him. 

Most people could tell that I liked him because I would act strange every single time we talk about him and whenever i keep looking at his Instagram posts. They would also ask me if I have feelings for shawn but I would decline them because I didn't want to expose myself. I keep this a secret because I wasn't ready to tell him. I don't know if he feels the same. I just can't control myself when i'm with him. I would have dreams of us being together which makes me emotional because I want that relationship to be real. Just be in his arms and just to steal his heart. He's the most amazing guy i've ever met. I really wish he was mine for eternal.

But the problem is that, he has this other girl who's into him too and her name was Camila and Shawn seems really into her too. It's been spread all over the internet that they were caught being alone together and walking to places too. Every single time i see it, it makes me sad too because i was afraid that he might end up with her and I might lose Shawn for good and i don't want that to happen. I fell in love with Shawn first so i don't know how Camila got involved in it but I've never liked her. I just only like her songs that's it. I don't want Shawn to know that i'm jealous of him and Camila because then he'll suspect something and I'm not ready to date him yet as much as I want to. 

But me and Shawn still talk everyday even though if he's with Camila. I feel comfortable when he's around me and I can't stop smiling when I text him. He makes me really happy. He says "we're just friends" but sometimes friends don't know what it's like to be in love. I just hope Shawn feels the same and I hope I don't lose him.

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