Desperate Love (A.C and S.M)

may no longer be together

Alessia p.o.v

Ever since I have been punished for what I've done, I haven't came out of my room. I was upset as if I was dealing with depression. Without Shawn, I can't function anymore. I didn't want to talk to my parents or anyone else. All I needed right now was Shawn. I was laying on my pillow crying softly.

My brother knocked on the door.

Alessia: (sobs) "Go away..."

Dario: "I want to talk to you."

Alessia: "I don't want to see or talk to anybody.."

Dario: "Please, I don't like seeing you like this.."

Alessia: (sighs) "Fine, come in..."

Dario walked inside of my room and closed the door. He sat right beside me.

Dario: "I'm sorry for what mom and dad did to you.."

Alessia: (sobs) "It doesn't matter, they don't want to see me happy, they just want me to be depressed, they don't care about what I want.."

Dario: "I don't like seeing you like this, honestly. Ever since you've been upset, you've never been wanting to do anything."

Alessia: (sobs) "I know, I wish I wasn't like this, I was so happy when I was with Shawn, hoping my parents find it in their hearts to let us be together, but now our relationship is falling apart right in front of my eyes..."

Dario: "I think you and Shawn deserve to be together, you two make a great couple."

Alessia: (sobs) "Thank you, but it's not the same without my parents being unsupportable."

Dario: "You need to come out of your room though.."

Alessia: (sobs) "I don't want to.."

Dario: "What are you planning on doing that you don't want to come out?"

Alessia: "Nothing, I just don't want to see anyone.."

Dario: "You can talk to me whenever you're upset.."

Alessia: (sobs) "You're the best..."

Dario: (smiles)

Alessia: (cries) "I just need Shawn right now, I already miss him so much and we only haven't seen in each other in like a day now, I wonder how he's doing.."

Dario gave me hug as soon as he saw me crying more.

Dario: "I'm gonna try to talk to mom and dad to let you and Shawn see each other again."

Alessia: "Don't worry about this, Dario.."

Dario: "i don't want you to be sad."

Alessia: (sobs) "I know, but it won't work if you talk to them. I'm already grounded..."

Dario: "I'd rather let myself get in trouble than you."

Alessia: "I appreciate it a lot that you care, but i would like to be alone if you don't mind..."

Dario: "yea sure.."

Alessia: "thank you.."

Dario closed the door as he left. I started to cry again. I wanted Shawn so badly, I can't get him out of my head no matter how hard I try. He makes me the happiest girl in the world. I just hope my parents find it in their hearts to take me off punishment and for me to see Shawn again. I was tired of being upset and dealing with drama. I didn't come down through the whole day. I cried myself to sleep.

A/N: End of chapter!