Desperate Love (A.C and S.M)

i really like you

alessia p.o.v

when shawn came over to my house a couple of hours later, we sat on my bed.

Alessia: "so how have you been?"

Shawn: "good, i guess."

Alessia: "listen, we need to talk."

Shawn: "yeah i know."

Alessia: "i'm sorry for the way I've been acting lately. I was being selfish and just so rude and i have been so jealous."

Shawn: "I'm sorry too."

Alessia: "things have changed lately between us and i don't want it to change. I just want to us to stay together."

Shawn: "me too."

Alessia: "the reason why i asked u to come was because i had something i needed to tell you."

Shawn: "Okay."

Alessia: "it's something I've been hiding for a long time."

Shawn: "What are u talking about, Alessia?"

Alessia: "I like you."

He looked at me as if he was about to be surprised.

Shawn: "What?"

Alessia: "I like you, a lot.."

Shawn: "I can't believe you are saying this."

Alessia: "I know I didn't tell u this sooner."

Shawn: "Now that you said it, I like you too a lot."

We were both lost into our eyes as we smiled.

Alessia: "Why was this so hard to admit?"

Shawn: "I'm not sure, but why would you wanna hide the fact that you liked me? That's crazy."

Alessia: "I wanted to tell you but when I heard you were with Camila, I kept it to myself because I know you wouldn't be satisfied if I told you."

Shawn: "Oh, i didn't tell you because I was afraid."

Alessia: "afraid of what?"

Shawn: "I was afraid because I didn't want it to ruin our friendship, I wanted us to still be close. If I told you sooner, I was afraid you wouldn't feel the same and I would embarrass myself."

Alessia: "you didn't have to be afraid about our friendship, we would always still be best friends no matter what. I've always wanted u to be my boyfriend all this time. My crush for you was huge."

Shawn: "Same here, i can't control myself whenever I see you. I mean, you're just so unique and just so beautiful and amazing that it just drives me crazy. I have never met someone so unique and someone that has a great personality."

Alessia: "I've never met a guy who was so sweet and so cute and because of their personality too. I love your personality a lot."

Shawn: "I have always wanted you to be my girlfriend all this time, but it's just hard to say it because of the paparazzi and everyone on social media is just shipping us like hell and I can't say the truth."

Alessia: "it was hard for me too because of the same reason, it was also hard for me to admit my feelings because I didn't know if I was good enough for you. I wanted you to make the right decision for yourself.."

Shawn: "why wouldn't u be good enough for me?"

Alessia: "Because I'm not always the most amazing girl in the world."

He placed his hands on my cheeks.

Shawn: "Hey, don't say that. You will be that amazing girl that I've met and became best friends with. I could never replace you for anything in this world."

When I was listening him say that, tears fell from my eyes as I was smiling and he wiped them off with his thumb.

Alessia: "You make me feel so special.."

Shawn: "I love making you feel like that."

As we stared at each other for a couple of seconds, he kissed me. And with that, I kissed him back as soon as he did it. This was also what I've been wanting to do this whole entire time. I have always been wanting to know how it would be like to kiss him and  the kiss I had with him was amazing. When we kissed, we couldn't stop. His lips were just so soft and I could tell he was enjoying mine too. I almost lied down on the bed because of how good he was kissing me but I pushed him back and we stopped and I sighed.

When we stopped, we couldn't help but just to smile.

Shawn: "wow.."

Alessia: "that was amazing."

Shawn: "yea it really was, your lips are amazing."

I smiled.

Alessia: "Ooh it was? then why don't u keep going?"

Shawn: "Ooh I would love to."

And just like that, we kissed one more time with pleasure. I wrapped my arms around him and he had his hand on my cheek. I really enjoyed his kisses. We almost didn't want to stop and it was turning into something else so we immediately stopped.

Alessia: "I think we should stop right there before it turns into something else haha."

Shawn: "Haha right, let's stop and do this another time."

Alessia: "That felt really amazing though."

Shawn: "it really did."

Alessia: "well I should go because I got other plans I need to take care of."

Shawn: "oh okay."

Alessia: "I can't wait till we talk tomorrow, this was the best conversation ever."

Shawn: "I know, me too."

Alessia: "Bye."

Shawn: "See ya, beautiful."

Alessia: "haha aww."

I started to heading to take care of my plans and as I was doing that, I was smiling. That conversation literally made my day.

A/N: End of chapter!