Desperate Love (A.C and S.M)

say the truth

Shawn p.o.v

Today, I was at a cafe with my sister Aaliyah. I figured she was the only one I could talk with so I decided to tell her about yesterday, I mean, after all, she's in a relationship too.

Aaliyah: "So what happened yesterday?"

Shawn: "I don't know, we were just talking and everything seemed pretty cool until after I answered my call, she just immediately became upset and walked away."

Aaliyah: "Why?"

Shawn: "I am not sure, I mean, she wanted to tell me something before I answered the call but she changed her mind and acted like she didn't want to say anything and she just left with tears on her face."

Aaliyah: "Who were u on the phone with?"

Shawn: "Camila."

Aaliyah: "Are you sure that she didn't want to tell you something important?"

Shawn: "Important? Like what?"

Aaliyah: "I just feel like she ran off for a reason."

Shawn: "Why do u think she ran away?"

Aaliyah: "I think she has feelings for you."

Shawn: "What?! Alessia having feelings for me?! I am already taken."

Aaliyah: "I know, I know. I just feel like that might be the reason cause she was pretty concerned when she found out that you were dating her."

Shawn: "She's not even answering my texts or calls, she must be really upset with me."

Aaliyah: "I just feel like that might be the reason."

Shawn: "how can u be sure?"

Aaliyah: "That's how I got my boyfriend."

Shawn: "Oh wow.."

Aaliyah: "and I have one question to ask you."

Shawn: "What is it?"

Aaliyah: "if I ask u this question, you have to be honest, got it?"

Shawn: "Okay."

Aaliyah: "Do you like Alessia?"

From that moment, I froze. "Do you like alessia?" was now in my head. why did it have to be that question out of all of the questions she wanted to ask?! I couldn't tell her that I liked Alessia because I don't destroy my relationship with Camila. I was already taken ugh.

Shawn: "no, no, no. I don't like her..."

I replied as if I was trying not to admit.

Aaliyah: "haha ur acting like that because u don't wanna admit that u like-"

I interrupted her.

Shawn: "NOPE, NO, NO, NO, NO, NO, THAT'S NOT WHYY!"

Aaliyah: "Hahaha! Shush, you're in a cafe! No one wants to hear you."

Shawn: "I told you I don't like her."

Aaliyah: "Yes u do, I can see it in your face."

Shawn: "What? How do u see it in my face?"

Aaliyah: "Because you're blushing."

Ugh damn it! She's so good at this! I always blush whenever someone mentions Alessia because I really like her and I wanna be with her but I don't wanna admit it because I already have someone.

Shawn: "I AM NOT BLUSHING!!!???"

Aaliyah: "Awww Shawn! You like her!!"

Shawn: "I do not! My heart only belongs to Camila!"

Aaliyah: "Are u sure??"

Shawn: "Omg I am getting out of here!"

She laughed. Aaliyah was such a genius. She already knew I liked Alessia but I don't want to admit it. There is so many people shipping me with Alessia and so many shipping me and supporting me and Camila. I am not admitting who I really like yet. I am not gonna say anything about Alessia even tho if I like her and I'm pretty upset that she walked out on me and was crying because I didn't mean to make her cry. I left the cafe and started heading home as fast as I could while Aaliyah was laughing at me as I was walking back.

As I was walking back fast, I accidentally bumped into someone and we fell. As I was still on her, I kept staring. It was Alessia.

Alessia: "You can get off me now.."

Shawn: "Oh right, sorry."

I got up from the ground and helped her up.

Alessia: "I didn't expect to see you here..."

Shawn: "me neither.."

Aaliyah was walking to catch up with me but when she saw me talking with Alessia, she stood somewhere where I couldn't see her and she watched.

Shawn: "How have you been?"

Alessia: "I've been great..."

I could tell she was trying to cover up the fact that she was upset because I could see in her eyes that she was getting emotional.

Shawn: "Look Alessia, about yesterday...."

Alessia: "you don't have to say anything..."

Shawn: "But i.."

She interrupted me.

Alessia: "No I get it, you have a girlfriend and I should've walked off like that.."

Shawn: "Why did u walk off like that?"

Alessia: "don't worry about the reason....I can't tell you.."

Shawn: "You ran away and u don't want to tell me why?"

She was rolled her eyes and then she immediately became a little mad.

Alessia: "Why do u care so much?!"

Shawn: "Why do u not want to tell me why?"

Alessia: "You don't have to worry about that!"

Shawn: "Why do u care if I didn't tell u about Camila?"

Alessia: "stop asking why!"

Shawn: "I just wanna know, okay??"

I calmed down.

Alessia: "you don't have to know, it's personal.."

As Aaliyah was watching, she recorded our conversation.

Shawn: "Okay then....sorry... i just wanted to know if u were okay.."

Alessia: "Yea I'm fine...i should go.."

Shawn: "yeah..."

She slowly started to walk off and i heard her cry a little as she was walking off. Me and Alessia actually just fought. I was feeling devastated now that it happened. Alessia may never talk to me now.

As I was continued walking home, Aaliyah left her hiding spot and ran home by taking a shortcut. I got home and my anger and my sadness got to me. Alessia hates me now.

A/N: End of chapter!