Desperate Love (A.C and S.M)

Can't leave you

Alessia p.o.v

The past few months and days have been hard because of how my parents were taking things with me and Shawn. I was worried that something would happen to our relationship. I know Shawn said that nothing will happen, but in the inside, I'm scared and worried at the same time. As I woke up from sleep this morning besides Shawn, I was crying.

Shawn heard me crying and he got up. He placed his arm around me.

Shawn: "Hey, what's wrong?"

Alessia: "....I'm scared.."

Shawn: "Why?"

Alessia: "...things have been pretty rough since we left our parents..."

Shawn: "How?"

Alessia: "....our parents don't support our relationship anymore, I'm scared that something will happen to our relationship..."

Shawn: "Ale, it's gonna be okay.."

I turned my head to him as tears were still running down my face.

Alessia: "...you say that now but then a couple of weeks later, you leave me.."

Shawn: "No, don't say that. I'll never leave you, ale. I can't survive without you. I need you by my side at all times and I love you so much.."

Alessia: "...I had a dream that my mom noticed that we ran away from home and broke us up.."

Shawn: "She'll never find out.."

Alessia: "...how can you be sure?"

Shawn: "We never told them our location.."

Alessia: "...I know, it's so hard..."

Shawn: "Ale, you mean the whole world to me. I would do anything to make you happy. I wanna be that guy that would just put a smile on your face and be there whenever you need me. I don't like seeing you cry. It hurts me when you cry. A girl like you shouldn't be upset like this.."

I started to cry a bit more and Shawn wiped off my tears.

Alessia: "....I love you too much, it hurts.."

Shawn: "I love you too.."

Alessia: "...Would you still love me even tho if we weren't together?"

Shawn: "Always..."

I started to cry again and Shawn kissed me. When he kissed me, I was calm and was no longer crying. His kisses was what calmed me down when I was upset. I kissed him back passionately as if I wanted him. I just hoped Shawn was right about what he said about our parents not finding us and I hope the nightmare that I had wasn't real. I loved Shawn too much and i couldn't lose him but no matter how much I knew that I wouldn't lose him, it scares me to think something would happen to us.

~2 hours later~

Me and Shawn played a game together. It was pretty fun because i kept winning. When I won again, Shawn laughed.

Shawn: "You are an amazing girl."

I smiled and then immediately went closer to him and we kissed. 

Shawn: "Wanna go for a little swim?"

Alessia: "Yea."

We kissed again and then we headed to the pool. Shawn carrying me on his back as we got to the pool. I started laughing as I was having a little anxiety.

Alessia: "Oh god, I don't know if I can do this."

Shawn: "Haha, what? You scared?"

Alessia: "Yea haha."

Shawn: "You're scared of everything."

Alessia: "Me? Scared of everything? I'm not scared of anything.."

 Shawn: "Sureeeee."

Alessia: "Haha, excuse me?"

Shawn: "If you're not scared, then prove it to me."

Alessia: "Ok, let's do it then."

Within just one second, we jumped in the pool which made a big splash. As we were in the water, I was laughing.

Shawn: "Haha, I told you there was nothing to be afraid of."

Alessia: "HAHA, SHUT UP!"

He laughed.

Alessia: "I'm gonna go underwater."

Shawn: "No, don't do it haha."

I shrug my shoulders as I was grinning and went underwater. I went more closer to Shawn and he felt me touching him. I rose my head up from the water and he lifted me up with his hands and then we kissed. After hanging out in the pool, we took showers and soon we were right on the bed and we kissed. We were now kissing nonstop. I was loving it as he kept going and was hoping for him not to stop till we both fell asleep. 

A/N: End of chapter!