Desperate Love (A.C and S.M)

keep it a secret

alessia p.o.v

Me and Shawn were almost official but we were gonna keep our ALMOST relationship a secret because everyone was all crazy about us dating from the beginning so no one gets to know until we're ready to say that we're together. We will wait for about 2 weeks to tell them because it's only just the beginning and we haven't even told our managers or anything else our feelings for each other. In order to keep it a secret, we can't be romantic when we're out together such as holding hands or even kissing. We only had to talk and that was it. If we were caught holding hands, then we would be busted and the secret will already be out so we can't let that happen till we're ready to let it happen. So we are ALMOST secretly dating.

And the reason why I'm saying almost was because we are not boyfriend and girlfriend yet but again, it's only the beginning.

I was gonna hang out with Shawn later and I was really happy about it because now me and Shawn were hanging out more and was getting even closer than ever before. I couldn't wait till we were official.

Later during the day, me and Shawn met each other near the cafe and we gave each other a long hug.

Alessia: "Remember, we can't act romantic because we haven't confirmed it to our fans yet."

Shawn: "Right."

Me and Shawn started walking normally like people that were best friends and was trying really hard not to act romantic. It was pretty hard not to but we had to try. We decided to go out for lunch together and walk around for a bit. If we really did want to be romantic, then we had to go to a quiet area where no one walks so we wouldn't be seen.

When we were eating lunch together, we had a pretty fun time. We were both laughing with each other and sharing funny moments about us. It was pretty relaxing and fun at the same time.

Shawn: "this thing that we're doing is hard though haha, don't u think?"

Alessia: "yea it is."

Shawn: "I just want to hold your hand right now and kiss you."

Alessia: "awww me too."

Shawn: "wanna go somewhere private?"

Alessia: "no let's do it at home."

Shawn: "Please??"

I smiled.

Alessia: "Okay."

We headed to a quiet area where no one could see us.

Alessia: "Shawn wait!"

Shawn: "I'm not waiting any second."

We both smiled and kissed twice as we held hands. I loved holding his hand and his kisses- omg tell me about it. it's amazing.

Shawn: "You're the best girl a guy could ever ask for."

Alessia: "awww and your the best guy a girl could ever ask for."

Shawn: "May I kiss u again?"

Alessia: "You may."

We kissed again and then he kissed me on the cheek going to my neck and he stopped.

Alessia: "haha kk stop."

Shawn: "haha sorry about that, I love kissing you."

Alessia: "I know, I love kissing you too."

Shawn: "do you think anyone would see us?"

Alessia: "no one ever comes here."

Shawn: "but you never know where the paparazzi is."

Alessia: "True."

Shawn: "We should go."

Alessia: "yea we should."

We immediately started heading back and we didn't bump into anyone which was a good thing, but today was a fun day. I can't wait till Shawn actually asks me out.

A/N: End of chapter!