Ruin

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You could do so much
Not all good
Not all filled with love
I could do nothing
And you could ruin everything
I could wish, wonder and will
But the curse of you
Could still make me ill
With thinking on anything
But that's what boys do
Ruin pieces and parts of you
Cos someone has a better view
So focused on what's ahead
That you dont know
What's in your hands
Let go, and do you know
What you have chosen to do?
I let me love you
And you ruined all of me
And all those feelings for you
You can lie all you want
But I am ghost of who I was
And I dont care
If it sounds crazy
Or full of myself
But I will haunt you
Without even wanting to
Cos when you ruin
Something beyond
Anything you already knew
It will fill your head
Like the scent that fills my perfume
Like the shape of my only pair of shoes
Like the thought of my hair in the wind
Everything about me that drew you in
Will be reflected in your mind
And I will live there
For a lifetime
Holding myself to your chest
Like a lifeline
But I'm a life lost
Cos you made me lifeless
Living without your love

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