I am empty now
You made me sad
And filled me with doubt
Why would you do that?
I was okay before you
And now I'm twisted
Coiled in emptiness and sadness
And full to the brim
With repeatedly
Thinking of everything
I ever knew about you
When I knew nothing
We had a relationship
That was made for touch
Being felt without words
Touching with no amount of loving
Volumes but no speaking
Breathing in sync
But nothing about wavelengths
Thinking in loud volumes
Like your brain is screaming
And your body is feeling
Not thinking at all
Just being as is
I am dying now
Because of you leaving
I'm feeling
And breathing
And thinking
And speaking
But the volume
Of your silence and hatred
Is deafening
And my ears are pierced
With no piercings
Just piercing volumes
Violins play in silent, empty rooms
Because you went
Because you left me
Because you played games
With my fragile head
Blunt force trauma
From your perfect hands
Would have hurt less
Than those words you said
It's been two weeks
And you are still in my head
The words are all I get to keep
And this point
I love someone I dont love
More than I've ever loved me
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Litany by Nailinthewall
PoetryA book of short poems, prose and passages written during a period of my life. I could get famous one day, be one of the first people who can say I knew them before they were popular! You know you want to....
