The scars on our hearts (Yuwin)

A little ok

For three sets of people the day starts with very different emotions.

Taeyong woke up wrapped in Ten's warmth, feeling very loved. The words have not been spoken yet but he feels it anyway. He kisses the sleeping Ten on the forehead as he gets up to go to the bathroom. When he returns he's surprised to see a note on the pillow that Ten was sleeping on. He notices that his bag is not in the corner like it was before. He rushes to the bed, grabs the note and reads his way to heartbreak.

Taeyong,
Love, I hope you can forgive me for what I have to do. I am truly great full for all that you have done for me and I really do love you, but I must leave.
I can't continue take advantage of you and your friends. I have to make my own way. I have struggled with this for a while now but that is why I came here and I have to prove that I can do it. Please understand. After I find myself, if there is still room for me somewhere in your heart we can be together then.
I will always love you and I hope we can find our way back to each other someday.
Love you always
Ten
With tears running down his face Taeyong bolts out the door trying to catch him. He wasn't in the bathroom that long after all. He rushes out the front door of the building searching for any sign of him on the busy street but sees none. He falls to his knees with a sob, he hasn't the strength to move. He clutched the note in his hand as if it's the only thing keeping him grounded, not realizing he is being watched by his other half who's crying just as hard only feet away from him.
When he finally picks himself up he shakily makes it back to his apartment and goes straight to his bed to cuddle with Ten's pillow and hope this is some awful dream.

Renjun wakes up happy next to the sleeping giant. He's feeling hopeful for a lot of things and hopes that Johnny is right when he says therapy will help. He nudges the other trying to wake him but remembers the last time and just yells in his face. Johnny almost knocks him out with his head but Renjun dodges it quickly.
"You need to stop scaring me like that." He says trying to catch his breath. Laughing, the other finds it hard to speak but finally manages.
"That never gets old. If you would wake up easier I wouldn't have to yell you know."
Johnny huffs and rolls to his side.
"Thank you for staying last night, it was fun and you only snore a little so you can stay any time you want to." Johnny laughs and pushes the others leg with his foot.
"Should we go out for breakfast today?" Johnny asks yawning.
"I think that would be nice." Renjun shot out of bed quick to get ready while Johnny just put back on his pants that he had on yesterday.
"How did you resist me last night, knowing I was just in my boxers?" Johnny asks wiggling his eyebrows and smirking at the younger.
"Not as hard as you think, now put your clothes on and let's go." Johnny laughs again and messes his hair as he passes him on the way out.

Yuta is the first to wake up on the other end of town and can't figure out exactly what he's feeling at the moment. One thing he knows for sure is he really hopes Sicheng doesn't regret last night. He holds the sleeping boy in his arms as long as he can, it could be the only time he gets to do this so he needs to take advantage. He strokes his skin underneath his shirt just wanting to touch him more. His heart hurts when he feels the scars but he meant everything he said to Sicheng last night. He feels him stir and he stiffens up, he's never been so nervous before in his life but there is something about Sicheng.
"Hmm why are you awake so early?" Sicheng mumbles out. Yuta groans after hearing his sexy morning voice.
"You really should whisper, or I just might take you again." Yuta says in a low growl into Sicheng's ear, then proceeds to bite it.
Sicheng is at full attention now, Yuta's words went straight to his groin.
"Fuck." He whispers, right before attacking Yuta's lips. He's quick to respond as he needed this just as much as the other.
"You don't regret anything?" Yuta manages to question.
"Should I?" Yuta just shakes his head and starts his assault on the others body.
Much like the night before he worships every inch that he can get to before Sicheng stops him.
"Let me take care of you this time." Sicheng rolls yuta off of him onto his back and proceeds to kiss every part of him until he reaches his throbbing member. He licks and sucks vigorously as he hears Yuta moaning under him.
"Fuck, Sicheng just like that, oh god yes." When Sicheng can't take it anymore he gets up and straddles him. Yuta is mad with lust at the moment as he kisses the life out of the other and squeezes his hips. He almost chokes when he feels Sicheng expertly lower himself onto his awaiting shaft.
"Oh fuck, oh fuck god that, oh my god Sicheng you feel so good." When the heat surrounds him completely again he's almost in tears.
"You're going to kill me like this one day fuck, you are so sexy." Sicheng throws his head back while bouncing up and down. He goes until his legs almost give out, at which point Yuta flips him over and continues to pound him until they are both coming simultaneously.

They don't have too much time to bask in each other as Sicheng's phone rings. He lazily answers it but bolts out of bed after hearing the person sobbing on the other side.
"Sicheng, please help me. He left me. I-I don't know what I did wrong, I love him so much. This hurts so bad. Please." While Sicheng is throwing on any clothes he can find Yuta senses the urgency and gets dressed as well.
"Yuta, it's Taeyong. I need to be with him now."
Yuta of course understands and grabs his keys as they both hurry out the door.
On the ride there Yuta holds Sicheng's hand rubbing his thumb across it. He hasn't got to hold his hand much since he's been out of the hospital and honestly he's missed it. When they arrive at the building they both hurry out of the car and make their way up.
Renjun is trying to console Taeyong on the couch while Johnny is putting on the tea when the two rush in. Sicheng is quick to go to his friend and just hold him until he lets go on his own. Yuta quietly questions Johnny as to what he's doing there and he proceeds to fill him in on yesterday's events.
Yuta and Johnny have to get to the club today so they both say their goodbyes but Sicheng stops Yuta before he can go.
"Taeyong sweetie, I need to get up for a minute, I'll be right back ok?" Taeyong reluctantly lets go and nods his head taking a sip of tea and wiping his eyes.
"Yuta, can I talk to you a minute?" He nods and gestures toward Sicheng's room.
"I'm sorry, it had to end this way. I have to be here for him though." Yuta gently hugs him.
"I'll be fine, as long as you let me see you again. I mean, you don't mean end in a bad way right? You just mean today?" By the time he's done rambling Sicheng is bursting at the seams trying not to laugh. He never thought Yuta would be insecure about anything but it seems he could have been wrong.
"It's actually cute that you think you have to worry about that. I'm the one that should be worried, you are an incredibly sexy man who owns a night club and stays there like it's a second home." Yuta kisses him on the lips.
"I can't wait to see you again, and I'm sorry. I'm not normally like this but you did something to me baby." With one last hug he peels himself away to finally leave.
Sicheng and Renjun both work into the night trying to make Taeyong feel a little ok at least before he falls asleep.