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Two more weeks without Seth and I still felt like I was dying inside. I'd spent nights crying myself to sleep and other times I had bursts where I'd get so angry. Angry at the world for allowing this to happen. Angry at Seth for not remembering me. Angry at myself for getting angry at Seth. It was a vicious cycle right now. But Roman and Jordan kept their word and they haven't let me alone yet. They were granted a couple months off from TV so they could help me out which I was thankful for. They've been such a big help around the house and they opted to stay here with me instead of getting a hotel room or staying with anyone else. Honestly, I was thankful because if it wasn't for them, I probably wouldn't even be doing half the things I should be doing every day like eating or showering or remembering to take a drink of water. They've also been a big help with Gracie and she was enjoying it. She'd pointed at a picture of Seth one night and asked where her dada was and I told her that he wasn't here. I didn't have the heart to tell her that her dad didn't remember who she was or that he even had a daughter. She wouldn't have understood anyway. She's not even a year old yet. But she would be in just a month which only made things worse. Seth was going to miss her birthday if he didn't regain his memory before then. It was horrible to think about.

I walked out of my bedroom completely dressed for the day. I hadn't been wearing makeup lately. There was no point. Not if I was going to continue crying. I mean, I'd spent the last three weeks without makeup now so I think I'll survive without it for a while longer. Roman and Jordan were in the kitchen with Gracie. Jordan was feeding her in her high chair and Roman was sitting at the island drinking a cup of coffee. He was the first one to spot me as I walked into the kitchen to join them. "Good morning." he said.

"Hi." I said as I walked over to the cupboard to grab a glass. I poured a cup of coffee and took a sip.

"How did you sleep?" Roman asked.

"I don't think I did." I said.

"Davina, you have to sleep. It's not good for you and it can't be good for the baby." Jordan said as she looked at me.

"I know." I said. "I'm trying. Really, I am. I'm trying to move past this and take care of the things I need to. I'm just having a hard time with it."

"We can see that you're trying." Roman said. "It's gonna get better eventually. But it takes time."

I nodded. "I have an appointment today. My first OB appointment." I told them to change the subject. "I could really use one of you to go with me."

Jordan looked at me. "Honey, I would but I promised my mom I'd spend the day with her." she said.

I shook my head. "No, that's okay." I said.

"I'll go with you." Roman said. He looked at Jordan. "If you don't mind me doing that."

She shook her head and smiled. "I don't mind. You'll come meet me after, right?" she asked. He nodded.

I set my drink down and looked at Jordan and Roman. "Guys, listen, if I haven't said it already, thank you. You guys have done so much for me over the last three weeks. I don't know how I could ever repay you." I said.

"You don't need to." Jordan said. "We're happy to be here. And we said we would be here for you and for Gracie. That's exactly what we're gonna do. We love you."

I smiled a little at her. "I love you too." I finished my coffee before taking Gracie to get her ready. She was gonna go to my parents house while I went to my appointment. I hadn't told them what it was for. So far, Roman and Jordan were the only people who knew and I knew that eventually I'd have to tell other people but right now, I just couldn't. It didn't even feel real to me yet.

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