I'd spent so much time over at Seth's mom's house over the past week helping him and talking to him. So far I've told him a few things about us. I started at the beginning when we met and then our first kiss. Now I was onto our first date. Every little thing was important for him to know. It was all important parts of our relationship. I could just leave anything out. Not when I wanted to help him regain his memory.
Right now I was at home with Roman, Jordan and Gracie. I'd been feeling a bit better about everything and Roman was the first one to notice. He'd approved of the smile on my face and the fact that I was spending time over with Seth. Jordan was a little skeptical mainly because she didn't want me to get my hopes up just to have them crushed if this doesn't help him remember. But I knew what I was getting myself into. I would do anything for Seth. Even if it meant possibly crushing my hopes. I would do that for him because he was worth it. I loved him. Even if he didn't remember. I still loved him because I knew my husband was in there somewhere and I wasn't gonna stop until I bring him back.
I walked out to the kitchen and joined Roman and Jordan around the island like I did every morning. They already had Gracie out here again and they were feeding her and drinking their morning coffee. "Good morning." I said as I grabbed a bottle of water out of the refrigerator.
"Someone's in a good mood." Jordan said with a smile.
"I am." I said. "I'm taking Seth down to the cafe today. He asked me to show him where we first met. Then I'm gonna go by his wrestling school and help out there so it doesn't fall behind. Matt and Marek are great trainers but they need a break from time to time and I don't know, Seth would go there when we were home to check up on things and I feel like I need to step up and do that for him."
"I think that's a really good idea." Roman said. "Do you mind if I tag along?"
"Not a problem." I said. "I'm gonna come back here after I'm done with Seth before I go to the school."
"Do you really think that's a good idea?" Jordan asked. "I mean, showing him where you first met. It's a very sentimental thing to do."
I looked at her. "Look, I love you for looking out for me. I appreciate it so much. But I need to do this. I promised myself that I was gonna do whatever I can to help him remember and if that means I have to put myself through hell to do it, then I'm okay with that because he's my husband. Whether he remembers that or not. He's still my husband and I want him back." I told her.
"But what if that doesn't happen?" she asked.
"Then at least I'll know that I did everything I could." I said. "I have to try. Please understand that." She softened up and then nodded.
"I just don't wanna see you get hurt. You've been struggling so much over the last month and I just can't bare to see you hurt anymore." she said.
"I know. And I thank you for that. But I'll be okay. I promise." I said. She nodded. "Okay. I better go." I gave Gracie a kiss and then walked out of the house and climbed in my car. I was kind of nervous for this. I didn't know if this was going to work at all. I had no idea. All I knew is that I was investing a lot in this. I was investing all of my faith and hopes in the idea that going through our journey would help him regain his memory. Maybe Jordan was right. Maybe I was going to get hurt if this doesn't work. But what else was I supposed to do? Seth is my husband and it was acceptable for me to put everything I had into this because I put everything I had into my marriage and it's been nothing but perfect.
I pulled up to Holly's house and got out before walking up to the door. I knocked and then walked in to see Seth sitting on the couch. He smiled at me and I felt my heart skip a beat. I hadn't seen that smile in so long it felt like. I smiled a little and shut the door before walking over and sitting next to him. "Morning." I said.
