Il suo zaffiro

chapter 15

3 months

Three months had passed, and I was still keeping the growing baby bump hidden from Logan. The tension between us hadn't eased much; he was less angry but still distant. He barely acknowledged me most days, avoiding me when he could. When he did see me, it was with that new girlfriend of his, Christy. Every time they were together, she'd make a show of trying to kiss him in front of me. It was obvious that Logan didn't want it, but he didn't push her away either. It hurt, even though I tried to convince myself that I didn't care.

I had tried asking Logan to take me to the doctor a few times, but he refused every time. "You look fine," he'd say dismissively, "I don't see anything wrong with you." But I knew something was wrong. I was scared—scared for the baby, and scared of Logan's reaction if he found out. I couldn't even bring myself to think about what would happen if he knew I was pregnant.

Now, I knew nothing about my baby. I was too afraid to sneak out and go to the doctor on my own, even though I had learned to drive. The fear of what Logan might do if he found out kept me in check.

After finishing a sandwich in bed, I got up, stretched, and placed my hand on my bump, smiling a little despite everything. I headed to the bathroom, feeling that familiar urge to pee again. It was strange how often I had to go these days.. I walked into the bathroom, and after a quick visit, I washed my hands, deep in thought.

"Surprise!" Adonis's voice broke through my thoughts, and I jumped, eyes wide.

"You scared me, Adonis!" I exclaimed, slapping him on the shoulder.

He chuckled, holding up a small bag. "Sorry, but I couldn't resist. Here, I brought you some chocolate."

My face lit up as I squealed in delight, hugging him tightly. "You're the best!" I said, but the smile slipped from my face as I noticed his gaze drifting downward to my bump.

His eyes widened in realization. "You're pregnant!" he shouted, causing me to immediately cover his mouth with my hand, urging him to be quiet.

"Yes, I am, but you can't tell Logan," I begged, my voice shaking slightly.

He sat down on the love sac, clearly shocked. "Why didn't you tell me? I thought I was your best friend," he said, hurt evident in his tone.

"I'm sorry, Adonis. Please, forgive me," I pleaded, and after a moment, he nodded.

"But I'm taking the chocolate as punishment," he teased, and I shook my head, already on the verge of tears.

"No, please don't do that," I whined, but when he saw the tears threatening to spill, he quickly walked over to me, wrapping me in a hug.

"Don't cry. I was just joking," he said, wiping my tears away. His hand moved to my bump, gently rubbing it. "Hello, little one. This is Uncle Adonis," he said in a cartoonish voice, making me giggle. "Be strong and don't hurt Mommy," he whispered, and I smiled softly.

"Why don't you want to tell Logan?" he asked, his tone more serious.

I looked down, feeling a knot form in my throat. "He doesn't want to have children. I'm scared of what he might do if he finds out. I won't be able to hide it much longer," I confessed in a low voice.

Adonis sighed, his expression pained. "You can come live with me if you want," he offered, and I smiled at his kindness.

"When I'm ready, I'll leave," I mumbled, feeling the weight of my decision pressing down on me. "You're the best," I added, and he smiled, though his eyes were filled with concern.

"Alright, I'll go before Logan finds me here," he said, and after a quick hug, he left the room. I quickly changed into a baggy shirt and shorts, hoping to conceal my bump for a little longer.