Just in a relationship

C // SIXTEEN - Still.

C // SIXTEEN - Still.

(Summer Artiaga's POV)

hindi ako mapakali sa kabaliwan nung abnormal na yun, it's our first night here in cebu and yet stress kaagad, agad-agad ? pumasok naman ng kwarto na may dalang beer si claire, magang-maga yung mata...

"claire what happened ?" gutso ko sanang itanong sakanya yung kasunod ng story kaso... never mind that...

"nothing, naisip ko lang na ako talaga yung may kasalanan." huh ? 

"wait, uhm , eh diba you saw josh sleeping with someone right when you came back after a year ?"

she smiled weakly....

"may hindi ako sinabi sayo bessy,..." she looked down and somehow i felt how guilty she was...

" actually, i fell inlove with someone nung nasa states ako." pagpapatuloy niya...

OMAYGEE. so kaya pala..

"wait so you cheated..... you cheated, josh " napatakip naman ako ng bibig, hindi ko alam na ganon yung nagyari...

she nodded...

"i didn't mean to do it... i felt lonely, namiss ko si josh and there.... i betrayed him..."

i couldnt just judged her, she's my bestfriend...

i hugged her instead.... 

kinuwento niya kung anong nangyari sa elevator, i feel bad for her, kasalanan niya nga pero she dont deserve such treatment from josh.

"i'll talk to him.." matipid kong sabi..

"DON'T . just this once... " she's pleading like this is somehow her dark secret na wag kong kausapin si josh, ang hindi ko magets, bakit ayaw niya ? then it hit me....umiiyak na siya..

mahal niya pa si josh, and she do not want to make him feel bad....

Ganon ba talaga pag mahal mo yung isang tao ? 

"fine, i won't . pero anong gagawin mo ? do you like him ? i mean, mahal mo pa ba siya ? "

umiyak lang siya... hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman niya.. kasi hindi ko pa naman nararamdaman yung ganon.

"yes... i still and always will be loving him.. " iyak lang siya ng iyak as she continue to talk. "after kong bumalik ng pilipinas akala ko hindi alam ni josh yung mga nangyari sa states.. i thought he will never know what really happened, pero mali ako, nung bumalik ako ng pinas nakita ko nalang na may kasamang babae si josh and narealize kong he's drunk..i woke up into my senses that i realized he knew everything.... " ni hindi ko alam kung anong irereact ko... patuloy lang ang pagtulo ng luha niya... i coudn't say anything... 

"pinalipas ko yun kasi i thought, nabigla siya and he'll trust me.. but i was wrong, i tried contactin him but he refused to talk to me, i even texted him but i didn't received any in exchange... i tried to brushed the thought that maybe he just wants space and time.. ang ikinagulat ko lang na ang gagawin niyang coping mechanism ay ang maglaro ng babae, he became a womanizer.. nung nagshoshoping ako aroud december last year nagka-usap kami and sabi niya he's finding himself... with that we broke up"

"i'm sorry bessy ." i hugged her.. she needs a friend right ? 

"no, its okay.. maybe tama si chuck bass." keber! nagawa pang mag ala gossip-girl nitong bestfriend ko.

"what chuck bass now ?"

"If two people are meant to be together, eventually they'll find their way back"