Prohibited// Ruel Van Dijk

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nothing happened at school, as per usual, Alannah said her date with Ruel went well and that she likes him a lot. Good for her.

we were walking home today and of course ruel was going to tag along as well.

"Hey Ruel" Chase said as we started walking

"hey chase what's up?" Ruel said

"nothing much, you good?" Chase said starting conversation

"yeah i'm good man" he said as we crossed the road

he didn't say hi to me, it's like he has completely forgotten about me.

"oh uh hi y/n" ruel said after finishing a conversation with Chase

"hello" i said as i walked infront of the boys

i missed my old friends, when times were simple, when boys weren't messing with my brain. I just want that back again

i was planning on getting to the studio earlier so i would spend less time with ruel

Chase said bye to ruel as we walked into our house

i got changed into a dickies t shirt paired with some black jeans, yeah i'm basic, deal with it

i grabbed the keys and slipped my shoes on as i walked out the door,

"Hi y/n! How are you?!" Ruel's mum said as she walked out of her door

"i'm good thankyou Mrs Van Dijk! How have you been?" i asked, his mum was lovely

"hey mum have you seen- never mind" Ruel said as he walked back inside after seeing me

"silly boy he is, i have been good, oh look at the time, i better go, nice speaking to you y/n!" Kate said as she got in her car and drove off

i can't believe Ruel went back inside after seeing me, what a dog

i got in my car aswell, driving to the studio

"ahhh y/n! i'm so glad you came" Mark (weekly reminder that mark is M-Phazes) said to me as i walked inside

"of course, i wouldn't miss it" i replied giving him a small smile

i wanted to miss it, that's why i came so early, but he doesn't have to know that

"okay so basically, i need you here to help with the tour dates, you're parents said that it's fine if you come with us to Asia" he said, ripping it off like a bandaid

"i- you want me to go on tour?" i asked him, not really knowing what was happening

"yeah! we need you" he said assuringly

"i don't think it's the best idea if i come with you guys on tour." i said to him

Ruel's POV

"i don't think it's the best idea if i come with you guys on tour." she said to Mark

what does she mean she doesn't think it's a good idea?

wow i have really ruined things haven't i

"she'll be coming" i said as i walked into the room

"i don't think-" she said but i cut her off, i needed her to come

"great it's settled then, so are we going to record?" i said as i sped things through

"i'll be back, i just need to use the bathroom" she said as she ran off

"shit" i mumbled to myself as i ran after her, into the car park

she looked at me, tears in her eyes, i did this to her, she was just trying to protect me, but i didn't listen, i hurt her instead

i looked into her eyes, they looked sad, she looked sad

then i did it, with zero regrets

i kissed her for the first time in what seemed like forever

she pulled away and looked at me

"ruel you cant do this to Alannah" she said

"what do you mean- ohhh" i replied, forgetting that i was 'with alannah'

"about that" i continued

"that was fake" i said quickly

"what do you mean?" she said

"i set up a fake date with alannah to make you jealous for not dating me and it backfired cause now i hurt you and i should stop talking but i cant lie to you cause that hurts even more and i'm sorry" i said with my eyes shut

"damn...i cried for nothing"  she mumbled, but i still heard her

Y/N's POV

um what was going on?

he tried to make me jealous? and then he felt bad? that's not how it works, you need to make the person jealous then wait until they come crawling back, ruel is way too pure for this world

"damn...i cried for nothing" i said, hoping he didn't hear me

i didn't know what to think, should i hate him? should i still like him? does he still want to be my boyfriend? i was hella confused

"and you don't have to come on tour if you don't want to, it's completely your choice, and i'm sorry that i forced you. I just didn't want to loose you, especially being gone for more than 2 weeks." he said, his eyes were getting ready aswell

"it's okay, i want to come with you" i said to him holding his hand and squeezing it reassuringly

"are you sure-" he started but i cut him off

i kissed him

i know, go me

"you know, the offer is still out there" he said after pulling away

"what offer?" i asked him

"the one where you get to be my girlfriend" he said

"ohhh that one, i agree" i said to him smiling

"damn, i thought that would- wait you agree?!" he said confusedly

"you bet giraffe boi" i said

"oh my god, that means you get to steal my
hoodies and i get to take those hair thing and then you can always come to my house and we can watch tv together and then we can go on cute dates" he said amping himself up

"that's sounds great, like really fucking great" i said to him

"okay cool, imma act cool now, bye" he said as he walked back inside

he's a weirdo

but he's my weirdo