Prohibited// Ruel Van Dijk

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I ran into my room and i quickly shut the door, what have i just done?

I cant tell him i love him!

In that moment i realised how much i actually did love him and that is really scary to be honest

I just played some music and packed up my last minute essentials like my hairbrush and stuff and also a spare toothbrush that i grabbed from the cabinet under the sink in my bathroom

What was i going to do? Like seriously, was i going to talk to him?

No

He's going to hate me, maybe i should avoid him

Yep thats what ill do, ill avoid him, that should work

I knew some of the other back up vocalists that i could talk to instead of ruel

Im pretty sure i follow them on Instagram

"Oh hey y/n, whats up?" Chase asked as he came into my room and layed on my bed as i stuffed random bags into my suitcase

"Nothing much" i said to him as i layed down next to him

"You ready for the shows?" he asked me

"I guess, kinda nervous though" i replied

"don't worry about it, you'll be fine!" Chase said as he hugged on of my pillows

"i hope so" i said as i looked at him

"plus you have ruel" chase said to me with a smile

"that's the thing..." i said again

"oh god, don't tell me you broke up again and then your going to get back together" Chase said rolling his eyes

"no i'm nothing like that, i don't think?" i said back to him

"then what happened? common spill!" Chase said as he chucked his pillow at me

"fine, but don't you dare laugh" i said to him

"i promise?" he said as he laughed

"while i was saying bye to him, i accidentally said i love you" i said to chase who had a shocked look on his face

"and? what did he say!" Chase asked inteegued

"he was like 'what did you say?' but he had a smirk on his face and i just ran away" i replied to Chase

"don't sweat it, but do you really love him and not me?" Chase asked pouting

"hey! who said i didn't love you?" i said playfully

"you did, yesterday, when i ate ur cookies" Chase replied

"oh right, then yeah i love him more" i said laughing

"damn! now i have to give Coco $25 bucks!" Chase said opening his phone, ready to send her the money

"wait you put a bet on us?" i asked him

"yeah! to see how long it would take you guys to fall in love, i said 6 months, coco said 4 so she won i guess" he said to me as he sent the money through

then we heard someone run into the house and up the stairs and then opened my bedroom door

"YOU LOVE HIM OH MY GOD!" Coco screamed as she gave me a huge hug

"Cocooooo any louder?" i said laughing at her

"wait does ruel know?" she asked

"maybe? i don't know" i replied to her