Ek Ladki Ko Dekha Toh Aisa Laga...

FORTY-EIGHT

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~MANIK~

Its been three months since Diwali and i haven't met her since. Its hurting me to stay away from her any longer.

Too much distance it is. The daily talks and calls are not sufficient for now.
I miss her like hell! I just can't live without her.

Please come back, Nandini.

I wasn't able to go meet her, i had meetings everyday, i was busy as hell, so fuckin busy. And its making me mad.
Everything is just getting too much. So god damn much.

God? Why am i just 19? Why not 21? I swear i would have married her and stayed with her over there.

Its then that my phone rang and it's Nandini, face timing me.

"Hey!" I greeted cheerfully as the screen connected but as it connected my heart broke and my fists tightened.

"Nandini?" I asked as i saw her bawling her eyes out. "Jaan? Kya hua hai?" My hearts crying, it hurts to see her cry man!

It hurts more then missing her, its like knives and arrows are piercing my heart.
And what sucks is that i am not there, i am not there to take her in my arms and console her.

"Ma-Mani!?" She hiccups. "I miss you!" More tears flowed through her eyes. "Yaad aa rahi hai tumhari. . ." My heart soared at her words and my eyes watered too.

My hand flew out to the screen to wipe her tears but that's not possible, "Jaan?" I blinked my tears away but it was impossible, there my heart was crying her eyes out and i couldn't do anything.

"Oye!" I said wiping my tears with the back of my hand, "Ro mat!" She sniffled more.

"Yaad aa rahi hai na tumhari! Mai kya karu!?" She wailed out as again she bawled her eyes out, it was breaking my heart as she stared at me and cried and just cried.

"I miss you too, jaan! But please don't cry!" I whispered to her and she shook her head negatively, "Tum bhi to ro rahe ho na!" She sniffled and i asked her to wipe her tears, "Manik! Mai kya karu manik! Nahi lag raha mann mera! Your arms, i wanna be in your arms." She muttered as tears still leaked from her eyes, and trust me, i felt so useless at this moment.

"I feel so safe there, ghar hai vo mera, my safe place, only mine." More tears made their ways out of both her eyes. Her hand reached out as she touched the screen, "I so wish ki tum yahan hote abhi!" And maybe realising again that how far apart we are she cried more, silently.

"I am home too Nandini, when you're in my arms. Kab aaogi Nandini? Aajao na yaar! Dil nahi lagta tumhare bina. Yeh daily ke texts and calls bhi ab kam hai yaar!"

"Yeh doori ab nahi sahi jaa rahi!" I wiped my tears away, "mere se bhi nahi sahi jaa rahi, Manik. Kuch karu na, please. Its hurting!" She points at her heart, "it hurts here, so much to be away from you!"

"And abhi toh 5 saal aur aisi rehna padega! Kaisa jeeyu mai tumhare bina? Tum kyu nahi aa rahe milne mujhse! Haan? Why?" She asks sniffing and rubbing her nose