Possession

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I could have pushed him away easily if I wanted. He was just a human after all. But I did not. It had been three months since I had last seen him and I did not know how I had managed to stay away from him.

As his mouth devoured mine, I could not control myself. His touch felt like heaven. His mouth on me felt like the only thing I needed in that moment to feel relief and contentment.

Ryan's mouth slid down to my neck and latched there, biting and sucking the sensitive skin while making me moan and beg for more.

My hand slipped over his trousers, feeling the hard bulge in my palm, throbbing and excited.

"Ryan." I whimpered in need.

Without a care, his hands ripped the smooth fabric of my V neck dress to gain access to my breasts. He palmed the milky boobs in a firm grip to squeeze them while his mouth descended down to attack them.

He was not gentle. His mouth chewed on the pink softness one after other until they were bruised.

His hand slipped down to rip off the flimsy material of my panty while I pulled open his flyer and pulled out his cock.

My heart thudded hard in my chest. I knew what I was doing. I knew I was going to do something that I will regret later. But I wanted this. I wanted to feel him once again. I wanted to be connected to Ryan.

I did not have to wait much and he did not wait for my approval. As soon as both of us were exposed to the chilled air around us, his furious eyes, filled with love and longing stared into mine as he slammed into me.

*****

Eva's POV

As soon as Rush and I got home, he took me inside our room and laid down on the bed, cuddling me in his arms. Our home was still a mess. Everything was broken and ruined but we did not have enough energy to start cleaning up. There was just one thing that I needed and that was calm and peace and absolutely no reminder of Liam and Aster together.

Rush's head was resting on mine, his breathing was still ragged and restless. He was just as restless as me and it was driving me mad.

"Rush." I whispered softly, "Calm down."

"This is such bullshit Eva." Rush groaned in my ear while burying his face in the scent of my hairs, "We can not get even a day that is full of peace. You and I, both know that we.. we are not moving on, babe."

Turning my face to him, I looked up into his eyes, "We have to endure it for each other. I.." I gulped down the sadness that filled me, "We have to stay together and make sure to become stronger for each other. He is not coming back, Rush."

"I loved him." Rush clenched his eyes shut in despair, "I thought we were inseparable. I thought he and I were a team against the world. I don't like this Eva. It is hurting me everyday knowing he and I are parting ways by each passing day only to never be together ever again."

He inhaled heavily as the pain he was feeling came upon his face clear as day, "It was supposed to be you and me and him living a forever."

I could not say anything. I could not utter the words of assurance or love because truth was just too harsh to face for the both of us.

*****

3 Days Later

Rush and I had managed to clean up the house. Because of lack of scent and evidence we had still not figured out who had attacked our home. As infuriating as it was, there was no option left for us but to wait and be careful of any more attacks.

Rush had wired the entrance of the home and had made sure he got home on time from work. I was working as a freelancer for now but was planning on extending things once I fully adjust to my new surroundings.

Rush told me that he had managed to set a different schedule for himself so that he would not have to face Liam the day that he goes office. While it pained me to see him going through all this alone, it was probably for the best. We all needed space.

"Eva!" Rush's voice pulled me out of my thoughts.

My eyes searched for him from the kitchen while making scrambled eggs. "What happened?" I shouted back.

He came rushing from upstairs and crashed straight into me while lifting me up by my waist and kissing the hell out of me. By the time he put me back on the ground I was breathing heavily while giggling hard,

"Why do you always do that?!"

"Because I love the way you laugh and blush." He replied in a childish voice while kissing all over my face again and again.

"Eggs are going to burn!" I shouted while laughing and trying to get out of his arms. Although he let me go but kept his arms around my waist, holding me tightly against his chest from behind as I turned off the gas.

Turning around to face him again, I put my arms around his neck and pulled him down for a quick smooch.

"Do not be late today." I whispered seductively while winking, "You promised to let me play with that new toy that we had ordered."

A guilty look took its place on his face, "I am so sorry. I have a late night meeting today. I may come late so just go to bed and I will wake you up when I am back?"

"Awghh." I pouted in fake disappointment, "I had thought we were going to try that new thing with your cock today. Guess I will have to sleep dry because of my old as hell boyfriend."

His face instantly changed to excitement, "Plans cancel. Let's go have sex right now."

"Go to work!" I giggled and pushed him towards the door because I knew he had taken my joke seriously, "I will see you tonight."

And hopefully, everything will be alright till he got back.