MARIYAGIi don't really need to use the toilet. but i think parurua and yuihan need to fixed everything.
i'm here at the beach..
enjoying the scenery.
i hated when i lied to them about why i left the group.
i just need to move on .
i need to stay away.
after yuihan chooses yukirin
yes, she was the reason why i decided to left the group.
i look at the sky, there's a lot of stars...
i think they are watching me from above giving me sympathy.
i cried......
everytime i had a chance with yuihan something will come up and steal her from me.
so i am now sure that she is not for me.
i hugged my knees.
maybe its better that yuihan and i became friends..
when i heard someone approaching...
crying...
and fell on the sand....
to my surprise its yuihan so i quickly went to her..
" what are you doing here?! i thought you and paruru are talking.. " i said
she look at me and hugged me]
" why did you left.... i was looking for you!!:" she said while crying..
i wiped her tears ... seeing her acting like a baby makes me want to take care of her even more.
" stop crying, i am here now.. what happ"" before i know she kissed me..
at first i was surprised... but after that the kissed...
her kissed
makes me weak, all i can do is to close my eyes and enjoyed the feeling,..
she touches my faced... she kissed me with full of passion.
"yuihan, " i blurted
and she stop but i don't want her to stop.
its my first time that she kissed me..
so i kissed her again......
this time i take in charge.....
i hold her face and give her my sweetest kissed..
everything is starting to get heat between us.. but we need to stop before we forget our selves
we are both panting..
yuihan look at me. " im sorry, i have lots of thing-" but i cut her.
i don't to hear any excuses..
" its okay... we both drunk" i said with disappointment.
she nod and look away..
there is a moment of silence between us no one wants to talk because we don't know how to start our conversation after what happened.
but i need to clear the air.. so i started to talk
" where is paruru?" i asked
" am i the reason why you left the group?" she asked dodging my question
i smirk i need to lie." of course not, i got tired in all of our activities." i lied.
" what ever you say.. " she answered..
" can you answer my question where is paru?" i asked
she look at the sky, and smile at me... her smile is full of sadness.
" i left her, inside..." she said
" did something happen?" i asked but she stood up and stretch her arms up in the air..
" let's take a rest.... " she held my hand .....and we run back to the hotel room,
when we reach the room we saw paruru sleeping already,
we decided to sleep to ....
i don't know what happened between them....
but i may have a chance with yuihan,
i think the star grant my wish......
YUIHAN
i get up late.. i feel sick, my head is spinning..
i don't even know how i ended up in my bed..
i look around .... i left alone..
so i decided to get up... i went down the hall and i heard the girls laugh.
when i opened the door they stopped..
"oi yokoyama finally, your are awake. " its suzuran
mariyagi look at me, then look away.
did i did something last night?
" sit here and drink the medicine." mrs shimada said. " i made a hung over soup just for you.." she added
i smiled.. " thank you mrs. shimada.." i said
" no worries. so i need to go now, haruka shimada.. take care of your friends." she ordered
shimada gave her a salute and went outside..
" so where do you want to go?" shimada ask
" well i wanted to go snorkeling" i said
all of them agreed..
well lets meet after 5 minutes...
then with that we prepare everything what we need for our snorkeling
.
im glad i bought my snorkeler with me. the sea can heal my head ache..
i saw paruru preparing her things...
but she looks upset.
i waited for mariya to finished packing,
when she is done we decided to meet the others.
" what happened yesterday?" i asked,,
she look at me with a weird face.. " you did not remember anything?" she said..
" yeah, that's why im asking.. what happened?" i said.
she look dismay,,,,
i was surprised when someone hit me..
its paruru..
she looks really upset..
" why is she acting like that!!" i blurted
mariyagi seems upset also.. " you didn't remember anything?" she asked again
i think for awhile but nothing came. i shook my head..
" great!!!" then she walk away from me
What is happening...
The thing is everytime i get drunk...
I have a tendency to forget what happen.Did i do something terrible?
I need to find out..

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