Belongs To An Insouciant

Mrs Moosa Jahngir Hayat Khan

Ilham

I couldn't believe what Moosa was saying,why in the freaking world would he want me to call myself Ilham
Moosa Hayat Khan,does he not want to get over with this relationship.He can't be willing to continue or accept this relationship,That can't be possible than why,why all of sudden he wants me to become Ilham Moosa Hayat Khan.

I heard him say to Da on my way out, he does not need anyone's permission to talk to his wife.Allah what now ,what am I gonna go through now 7 years he never bothered acknowledging my existence or he was thinking I'll be waiting for him like a good dutiful lawfully wed wife .What does he think of himself and this relation.

Should I go ask DA what else did he say.I need to know this.I was not expecting him to ever come back for me.I was relaxed.I was only worried about our family wanting us to get married when he'll be back, never in 1000 years I thought he would too want that.

Allah I really miss Maa.

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Moosa Jahngir Hayat Khan.

So this is why Ilham was making sure I won't see her all this time.She does not consider herself my wife.

Last night was hell it took all my self restraint to not go and ask Ilham why did say she's not my wife.Here all these years I never once forgot I'm married to her,that I have a wife,and she doesn't even care about our relation.She needs some dose of
Understanding on the importance of our relationship .She must get out of her bubble.And like in freaking hell I won't succeed doing that.

She's Moosa Jahngir Hayat Khan's wife and she'll know it. I thought when I saw her from hallway leaving for her room while I was leaving for office.

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After few days (January )

"Sir,Asalamalikum May I come in ?"
"Walikumsalam Qasim,Come in" .I was working on some papers.
"Sir these all the monthly transactions are bit delayed that needs your approval."
"What are they about"?I asked him taking the file and pointing to the chair for him to sit down.
"Sir these are monthly expenditures of the company and some are for your house."
"Sir electricity internet and other expenditures are paid from the company accounts.And Jahngir sir sends some amount to your mother's account and 1 lac to Miss Ilham Haider every month."
"It's Mrs Ilham Moosa Qasim."I said interrupting him.
"Oh ok sorry sir I didn't know,I was saying Jahngir Sir approved them and i make those transactions for him."He said nervously
"Ok I'll approve company expenditures leave rest to me".I said signing.
"Thank you sir".Qasim said leaving my office.

Baba sends Ilham money every month.
Her fees her basic necessities needed to be paid.How could I be so neglectful towards my wife's necessities.God Baba was doing it because I wasn't.
I pinched my head upon realizing my delinquencies.

I took out my phone transferred 1 lac to Ilhams account.It was my responsibility not Baba's so I'm gonna take over this from now.

I called Baba to tell him about my decision.
"Asalamalikum Baba"
"Walikumsalam Moosa".
"I called to tell you that I'll give Ilham money from now you don't have to transfer money to her account anymore".
"She won't take it you don't know how difficult it was for me to convince her to take it from me,and how do you believe Haider will react to this "
"Baba I'll look into it if that Ilham says something don't worry,if Tra(uncle)says anything please convince him,bye".I disconnected the call.

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