Breathing for love in a new way of life ♥

Chapter 19 - Superstar or normal? ♥

~Harry's POV~

   I was in front of her door,with a rose in my hand.I bought a rose to show how much I love her.I was excited and I was scared that she would reject me..."What if she doesn't love me back like I do?" "What if she hates me because I kissed her and I went away without saying anything?" "What if she doesn't wants to be my girlfriend?" Those were my questions which were playing in my mind,but I encouraged myself and I knocked on her door but I threw the rose in her post mail because I found it weird to give it to her...Oh this shyness....

   She greeted me.She was looking gorgeous.I like her because she's always natural. She's perfect to me. I think she was quite surprised to see me.Maybe she was waiting for Niall?...but he told me to pick her!

~Chloe's POV~

   It was Harry.Even I expected to see Niall this time,I was happy but he seemed very stressed or excited.So asked him...

"Hi curly boy! So looks like you're the one Niall have choosen to pick me up..." I said.

"Hi beautiful girl! Yes that's me.Niall told me to come and pick you up for our little party.And before we go I wanna talk to you....you know face to face..." He said.

"Okay...Come in!" I told him shyly.

   He went to sit on the couch and I went next to him...He turned around to see me and I did the same.We were face to face....He grabbed my hand and....

"So please don't laugh if I blush but I'm kinda stressed right now.So what you want to talk about?" He asked me.

"Haha it's okay I blush too and yeah....I'm not feeling confortable right now.Well you kissed me last night and you.....went away whitout saying a word.Why?" I added while blushing again.

"You should feel confortable with me I'm not gonna laugh or bite or anything else sweetie.Stay calm! Aaand uhmm...Okay I'm gonna say it! Since the day we met,you know at that photoshoot I couldn't stop thinking about you.And all those days I thought you're in love with Niall but you said you're not and last night I felt like I should kiss you because I think you're perfect to me.I didn't say anything because I didn't know what to say...I felt so weird and yeah....I'm so sorry about that.Can we just forget that and...I don't know do it again from the begining?" He said while trembling.I could feel his tremble because he was holding my hand.

   I felt so weird after he said that because now he confirmed that I'm perfect to him...

"Harry....I wanna tell you something...Well now talking to you,a superstar it's the weirdest.I don't wanna make you feel bad but I have just a question.Do you really love me or you just want to forget about that kiss and move on?" I added with a trembling in my voice.

"That's not a problem! I'm not a superstar,I'm just a normal boy who loves you and doesn't wanna move on with that! Okay?" He added .

"Wow I really feel butterflies in my stomach when I hear this.Thanks so much I never heard that from a boy! But now you made me blush like hell...." I said.

"But you aren't love me back,do you? Just because I'm a star and I break girls hearts? I'm a normal boy...." He said adding a sad face.

   When I saw his face I was sure that I have to say the truth.

"No I don't think this.I understood you're normal.Why can't you give me some days to think about it? I know it's stressful but please don't be mad at me.I have to think about it.....I told you I've never had a boyfriend..." I added.

"Okay then...please tell me when you've got your decision." He added.

"I will tell you as faster as I can.I promise!" I said.

   We stood on the couch looking at each other for some minutes and then Harry came closer to me and he kissed me again.I felt those butterflies in my stomach again and he was such a good kisser.Wow that kiss was amazing and I think I already knew the answer to his question but I just wanted to be sure if I'm ready to love with all of my heart,for the first time,a guy.

"I'm sorry I think I'm out of control but I couldn't resist.You look so kissable .Actually my heart is melting ...." He told me.

"Haha it's okay....Honestly I liked it! You're such a good kisser!" I said shyly.

"Haha thanks! Glad you liked it!" He said with an attractive smile.

"Now we're done with the weird conversation.I think we should go but please don't tell the other lads about us until I fix my thoughts .Okay?" I told him.

"Stay calm I'm not gonna say anything.We're gonna act normal like anything happend.This is our secret now! Let's go!" He said and we went out.I closed the door and we went to his car.He opened the door for me so I could get in his car and we left my house to have a little party.He's such a gentleman! Wooo I was excited to party with the lads!