Chapter 1:(done editing)

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I had just exited the stage laughing with Breezy , Weezy, And Drizzy we had just performed our new single "ONLY" starting night to kick off my "MINAJ TOUR" next i have to perform with the one and only August Alsina whoop-tee-doo! like i don't already have enough stress in my life .. none of the fans ... OUR fans know about the child we have together . When he released the "No Love" video so many people were commenting stuff like they would be soo cute! or are they dating because ..boi they look like it. Never in a million ... Billion ... Trillion years will i get back together with this man , Not to mention that i'm parenting OUR child alone! I know you're probably wondering .. how do you hide your daughter from social media? .. i have the perfect answer i just pretend she's my sister i hate it though. Not being able to clarify that she is my one-and only

August you know, I'm here to save you
Me and them girls, we ain't the same, boo
You know I hate it, when you leave me
'Cause you love it then you leave it
But you know how bad I need it
You're so fuckin' conceited
Why you coming over weeded 

By this point his arms were around my waist as i was singing my verse until the next part came when i rapped he removed his hands and i begun.

You can't treat me like you treat them
Yes, I am the crème de la crème
Yes I am from one to ten, ten
You fronting in them streets, keep saying we just friends
You can't front like this ain't way realer
I know you hard, I know that you a killer
I know you started off a dope dealer
But let your guard down, your niggas know you feel her, feel her
So what you want, baby?

when he said All i want is you.. i lost it i left the stage quickly getting gasps from the crowd i rushed passed Chris only to be pulled back by him ... he looked at me he could tell i was hurt as long as we've know eachother by now.

"What's up Nick?" he asked i couldn't respond i just sat that staring at the wall until i responded with a raspy "August ... i don't think i can tour knowing this song is the only song we have together  and it hurts Chris it really does!" he looked at me for a moment you would think this is the time we would share a passionate kiss and live happily together . but no! he has Karruche she's the one that holds him up. "Talk to him" i looked at him like he was crazy i shook my head no and walked away.

You would think by the way i rap and act that i was all hardcore ... but everyone had that soft side that lashes out a couple times.

"Mom! ... what happened up there?" my daughter said hugging me making me smile , although i lied and said "I just felt A little sick thats all sweetie!" i gave here a kiss on the head as we walked together to my dressing room only to be faced by him.

"You ok Onika?" he always called me by my real name... i hated it just as much as i hated him . I glared at him and told out daughter to go with uncle Chris to the car. "I don't know august. Maybe the fact that you  left me all alone when i was 15 . maybe because you wern't by  my side like you said you would be . Maybe because even after i had her you still didn't care to see her. She's 14 in the 9th grade you wern't there for her elementary graduation or her middle scholl graduation ." he looked hurt i could see it then

He kissed me. I kissed back it was so much confusion he whispered on my lips" im sorry." and pulled away he walked me too my car did a little handshake with Chris .Anika just glared until he went up to her hugged her so tight and she let all of her emotions spill ... what made me cry is that ... he cried to .

"Awe ... finally y'all can be happy right?" Chris said i nodded and laughed Chris went back with karruche after i have her a hug. "How about tomorrow i pick y'all up and we can go to the movies?" i smiled looking down at Anika she nodded and shouted "OUIJA!!" August had to be the one to agree so did I and we went out seperate ways. I don't know but tonight i have a feeling i'm sleeping with a smile on my face

Can't wait for tomorrow.

oĸ тнιѕ ѕтory ιѕɴ'т вαѕed oɴ α тrυe ѕтory мoѕт oғ тнe нιѕтorιcαl eveɴтѕ тнαт тαĸe plαce αreɴ'т reαl

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̶S̶♡̶ ̶Ɛ̶И̶Ĵ̶♡̶Y̶ ̶Ƭ̶Ĥ̶Ī̶S̶ ̶S̶Ƭ̶♡̶Ŕ̶Y̶ ̶Ѵ̶♡̶Ƭ̶Ɛ̶ ̶Λ̶И̶D̶ ̶Ƈ̶♡̶M̶M̶Ɛ̶И̶Ƭ̶ ̶Ṗ̶Ŀ̶Ɛ̶Λ̶S̶Ɛ̶ ̶Ī̶ ̶Ѡ̶♡̶И̶'̶Ƭ̶ ̶Ƭ̶Λ̶Ҡ̶Ɛ̶ ̶Ƭ̶Ĥ̶Λ̶Ƭ̶ ̶M̶Ʊ̶Ƈ̶Ĥ̶ ̶Ƭ̶Ī̶M̶Ɛ̶ ̶Ѡ̶Ī̶Ŀ̶Ŀ̶ ̶Ī̶Ƭ̶?

(̶S̶ᴏ̶ ̶ᴇ̶ɴ̶ᴊ̶ᴏ̶ʏ̶ ̶ᴛ̶ʜ̶ɪ̶s̶ ̶s̶ᴛ̶ᴏ̶ʀ̶ʏ̶ ̶ᴠ̶ᴏ̶ᴛ̶ᴇ̶ ̶ᴀ̶ɴ̶ᴅ̶ ̶ᴄ̶ᴏ̶ᴍ̶ᴍ̶ᴇ̶ɴ̶ᴛ̶ ̶ᴘ̶ʟ̶ᴇ̶ᴀ̶s̶ᴇ̶ ̶ɪ̶ ̶ᴡ̶ᴏ̶ɴ̶·̶ᴛ̶ ̶ᴛ̶ᴀ̶ᴋ̶ᴇ̶ ̶ᴛ̶ʜ̶ᴀ̶ᴛ̶ ̶ᴍ̶ᴜ̶ᴄ̶ʜ̶ ̶ᴛ̶ɪ̶ᴍ̶ᴇ̶ ̶ᴡ̶ɪ̶ʟ̶ʟ̶ ̶ɪ̶ᴛ̶﹖) ƒσя тнσѕє ωнσ cσυℓ∂η'т яєα∂ тнє σтнєя мєѕѕαgє αвσνє ^^^

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