This is such a Falice song.
This takes place when Alice returns from the farm. With the context there now, I am so so upset that skeet will not be returning next season. If they break up Falice, I don't know what I'll do. I hope this brightens up your night or day.
P.s. I chose the glee version because the harmonies are so GOOD.
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A few stolen moments, is all that we share.
Alice's heart drops as she makes eye contact with non other than FP Jones. The man who owns her heart, and broke it into a million pieces.
She was with Charles in his office, sorting out some paper work when he came running in. The pained expression plastered on her face, hurt FP more than she knew.
Alice looks away with a little sigh and gets back to her paperwork. She wasn't going to let this man break her again, she couldn't do that again.
You've got your family,
and they need you there.
He chose Gladys, and his kids. She understood wanting to give his kids a perfect family, but making her feel like she was nothing to him was a feeling that she couldn't bare.
She was good for sex and that was it. He didn't consider her the mother of his child, she didn't blame him for it either.
Who would want her to be their mother?
Though I've tried to resist,
being last on your list.
No matter how many times she's tried, she couldn't help but feel hurt that she was always last to him.
She knew he'd do anything for her, and he's proven that. But loving him, and not getting that in return crushed her.
But no other man's gunna do,
so I'm saving all my love for you.
It didn't matter how far she pushed him away, or vice versa. She didn't love anyone else, and she could never fully give herself to anyone else.
She has all this love for him that she'd gladly give him, if he'd just let her.
It's not very easy, living all alone.
Seeing her for the first time in months, brought him a feeling he had never experienced before. It was hard for him, not knowing where Alice was.
He might've broken her heart, but he broke his too that night. He has regretted it ever since, and wanted nothing more than to make it up to her.
Although he was living in this big fancy house on elm street with his two kids and Betty, he couldn't help but feel alone.
No one there to love him, or help him when he's feeling low. He was lonely, all because he screwed up with the love of his life. It was his own fault, but it didn't make it any easier.
My friends try and tell me,
find a man of your own.
Alice couldn't even count the times she had heard people tell her to find someone new after Hal. Her own daughter even recommended it.
No one knew though about her and FP's little affair over the summer. So she did have a man, the man she wanted. But it didn't last.
But each time that I try,
I just break down and cry.
Alice was devastate when FP broke off their little fling. It was so much more to her than that, but he of course never knew.
She cried herself to sleep every night, wondering what she did wrong. Wondering why she was never enough. Wondering why she couldn't just tell him that she loves him.
