Room To Breath

chapter thirty four

Vic's pov

Kellin looks at me with a pout. "I forgot again," he whines and I can tell he feels bad. My hand squeeze him to comfort him but he jumps a little and looks at my hand that rests on his thigh.

He laughs nervously. "I'm vic and we are talking about you're dog, apparently she ran away or something because you dont know where she is and I called the shelter and asked around," I tell him and he nods.

"Yes, you are vic.. we are friends.. but why are your hands up my skirt?" He says with a blush.

"Well.. it's nice, you have nice legs. Do you want me to let go?" I ask and he smiles and shakes his head no.

"Can I kiss you?" The words fall out of my mouth and he blushes and I blush too. He thinks for a moment and then shakes his head no with a scared chuckle.

"N-no like.. I like you but.. I dont like kissing or anything sexual," he says and I nod. I understand, I dont even know why I asked.

"That's okay, what do you want to do?" I say and he blushes. He's so cute.. I want to protect him. I want to kiss him but kissing isn't important right now. I want him to be comfortable.

"Hey, is oli okay?" He says surprising me. He remembers Oli? Does he know he's in the hospital? From what I know he hasn't left his room for a long time and he doesn't even go to normal class so he doesn't see that Oli is missing.

"Hes.. in a coma," I say and he nods like he knows.

"Oh shit, wait, what are we talking about?" He asks blinking.

"Um.. Oli?" I say and he makes a face saying he knows nothing of what I'm talking about.

"Okay... um.. let's change the topic because I dont remember a Oli," he says and I nod a little confused. As we sit on his bed facing each other I look at his skirt. Under the fabric my hands touch his warm skin.

His body is perfect..

His mind is perfect.. except one thing. He can't remember. I'm not annoyed he forgets me because I want to be remember, I'm upset he forgets me because he seems to have fun with me.

"Can we just lay actually? My head hurts from trying to reach someone- something- I dont know," he says I lift my hands so I can lay but accidentally lift his skirt. He blushes and pushes he's  skirt down and lay down pulling me down with him.

My face is hot and so is his but when he cuddles up to me I smile. I really like him way to much. Love? Is it to soon? We aren't even dating.. Maybe I love him but not in love yet?

Feelings are weird.

Josh's pov

Seeing Oliver in a bed for a little over a month is difficult. "You should go home.." Ronnie tells me. I pout playing with Oli's hand a little.

"Nah, I'm staying the night," I say sleepily.

Ronnie nods knowing he cant change my mind. Last time I cried and he tried to carry me away but I threw a fit and made him take me back.

"Please?" He asks and I pout.

"No, but tomorrow I'll go home to shower and stuff," I say and he sighs.

"Okay, text me," he says and starts to leave.

"I'm walking with you until we get to the cafeteria," I say and start following him. As we walk down the hallways we talk a little about how Vic is acting a little weird.

He has been a bit distant and I think he's seeing someone behind our backs. He never talks to me about his crush or new friend.

I look into a room because the door is open. Theres a natural redhead with sunglasses on sitting in a chair. Old happy birthday balloons and new flowers are all over the room. In a bed is a boy with black long hair and a pale face.

"Its rude to look," Ronnie says and I snap out of it and look at Ronnie.

"S-sorry, that guy just.. looked fimmiler," I mumble.

Who is he?

Thoughts?

What does this mean?

Predictions?

;)

Thoughts on

Oli?

Vic?

Josh?

Ronnie?

Kellin?

Andy?

Gee?