Room To Breath

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Oli's pov

As we cuddle josh is lost in thought. I'm happy he let me touch him. It sounds weird but I feel like that means he trusts and likes me. I love that he gets so worked up with me touching him. I want even making skin contact and he was reacting like I was sucking him off.

"How did therapy go?" He asks and I play with the edge of his shirt.

"Group therapy sucked but I didn't mind the private one," I tell him the truth. He smiles a little, I was expecting him to be upset I didn't like group therapy.

"That's good, I don't like group therapy either. Personality sessions are good because nobody is judging you. I wrote Jord- Fish a little letter, I hope you dont mind. But I just put I little about things I've noticed. Because it would be easier for him to help you now. It wasn't to personal- um- like I put how you act in college and how you are always asleep in class and yeah.. are you mad at me?" I whispers scared I'll be mad.

"No, I think that was sweet," I tell him and he looks relieved.

He gets up and starts tucking his shirt in. I really love his outfit. I get up too and put on a shirt. I got Matty to bring me more clothes after I ate. The food here is actually good.

"Um.. do you want to talk about anything? You don't have to, but I am here if you want to talk about anything," he says and I think. I do trust him not to laugh..

"Not today," I say and he looks in the mirror and checks himself out. He looks good, even if his hair and clothes were messy he would still be cute.

He then looks at me and I blush because I got caught watching him. "I have to check of a few people and actually do my job. You can tag along or um.. do whatever you want," he says and looks at my hand for a moment.

"I'll tag along," I says and hold his hand. He blushes and then bites his bottom lip.

"Um.. before we leave this room.. I have a question," he mumbles nervously.

"Yeah?"

"Uh, does.. it normally f-feel like that?" He mumbles with a blush. Me touching him? God he's so innocent and inexperienced.

"Yeah, but better if it was skin to skin. When you want I can show you," I wink and he blushes.

"Okay let's go," he says grabbing my hand and dragging me out of the room. He's embarrassed, that's cute.

We go to the lounge room that's kinda like a big living room with a lot of things to do. Josh walks over to the table the green haired boy is sitting at and we both sit there. "Awsen, why are you back?" Josh pouts and the green haired guy smiles when he sees josh.

"Hey josh, um.. I had another accident so I'm not deemed safe to myself and others," he mumbles and josh frowns and hugs him for a moment.

"That sucks, how bad was it?" Josh asks and Awsten stomps his foot but doesn't look upset.

"I accidentally um.. tried to grab a gun.." he says and hits the table making josh jump a tiny but he puts his hand over his heart and says sorry.

"Is the medical helping any?" He asks and Awsten... barks? He covers his mouth and then shakes his head no.

"I need to- fuck off- I need to go-" he tried to say as he gets up. "Fuck off," he shouts but it seems uncontrolled? "Fu-fuck off," he chants and he rushes to his room.

"He has Tourette's, he cant help it," josh says seeing my confused look. I nod and then feel bad for him. He has to be here because society cant handle him..

Josh goes around and talks to people and he trys to see if he can make anyone any more comfortable.

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