Room To Breath

81. ;)

Oli's pov

Josh is still acting all embarrassed and bothered when we get to our dorms and he didnt want to to to his room so now he's sitting on my bed as I lay on it.

He then gets on my lap in a straddle position and looks down at me. "Can.. can we kiss?" Josh asks innocently. I love this but it would be cool if he was a power bottom. I pull him by the collar down and kiss him. He kisses back and his hand goes up my shirt.

I feel myself harden and I grab his hips and grind up. My boyfriend is so cute as he blushes and grinds down. I take off his shirt and he takes off mine. Our clothes fly off our bodies and I'm ready to just blow him but he has other plans. "W-we can um.. have sex. I trust you," he says and I smile.

"I love you, I'll try to make it not hurt," I tell him and he nods. I flip us over and grab lube out of my nightstand and he blushes. I but it on my fingers and then begin to prep him. He makes a uncomfortable face as I push my first finger in and I also laugh at how cute he is.

"I- I looked this stuff up b-but, will it feel good?" He asks.

"It will, just relax and let me take control," I say so he'll feel calm about this. I add another finger and he nods. After a little while of this I add a third and he moans.

He squirms around under me and he grabs my dick and starts pumping me. I moan and he blushes. "I want to um.. ride? You," he says like hes unsure what that means. That's my favorite position.

I remove my fingers and he whines a little but stops when I flip us over so he's on top of me and I'm on my back. I grab his hips and help him line up. He's blushing a lot and then he sinks down on me and moans. He sits there for a moment and then I help him move on top of me.

Hes so cute..

He blushes more and then his hand goes up my chest and then on my throat and I blush. His grip slowly tightens and he watches my face to see if I reject him or if I'm in pain. I smirk and start jerking him off as he bounces on my dick.

Our moans fill the room and I get lost in pleasure. My head buzzes in a good way and I feel myself build up to my climax. A whoreish moan leaves his lips and he stops sneezing but his hand rests on my thoat. I love this side of him.

I love all sides of him.

He grinds on me and then I start thrusting in him. He makes a whine noise and then hes cumming into my hand and stomach. I continue to thust into him until I'm cumming into his body.

I help him off of me and he lays on me and pants. "That was good for you?" He asks exhausted. Hes so sweet.

"Yes, very. How was it for you?"

"It was amazing, we need to have sex more," he says snuggling into me. I hug him up pull the blankets up over us.

"I agree," I say kissing the top of his head. He relaxes against me and I rub his back.

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The next day Josh is really affectionate and bubbly making me feel good. Everything in my life is so much better. I'm not stung out or hung over. I have energy now that I actually sleep. The medicine helps with my mood. Josh also helps with my mood.

"Josh?" I say and he looks at me with pretty blue eyes. He sits up a little straighter and smiles.

"I wanted to um.. talk to you about something," I say a little nervous but I trust him not to react badly. Hes very smart and wont judge me. He.. he loves me. I smile a little and he comes over and like I'm about to tell him a story. 

"I'm here," he says and I hold his hand.

"Um.. you, you make me happy. And I'm very thankful you're in my life now. I was.. suicidal when I was on drugs and lately all I've been thinking about is you and our future. No I'm not proposing... yet. But I just want you th o know I'm very serious about us," I says and he hugs me.

"I'm very serious about us too and I like thinking about our future. If we get married in a million years can we get a puppy and name it oscar?" He says and I chuckle.

"Of course baby," I say and kiss him.

Josh helped me change. I use to be scared to feel emotions but I love these emotions I've been feeling for or him. He is my soulmate, I can feel it.

The end

Woo I finished two stories in one day

Thoughts?

Did this have a good ending?

81 chapters wowz, that's a lot..

Thanks for reading