Soaring Love

the kiss

I wake up from my dream to Christopher shaking me awake not to gently may I add. "get up mags common!" I sigh"nooooo" I whine "mags do really want me to get jorden?" my blood runs cold remembering the dream. the way I felt."is he ok?" I ask "you know from the spell?" Chris frowns "yea he's fine just...if I was you I'd give him time he may say some things he doesn't mean" "ok" I pause "that better not be the reason for you waking me up so early!" he smirks "that better not be sass missy!" he says smiling "hey, who gives you the right to act like the superior in this situation" at this he laughs out loud." darling I am the superior in this situation... I'm 732 years old Greenberry" the snarky comment I was planning exploded into tiny shards "your kidding?" he shakes his head "sirens are immortal" "THAT'S.SO.COOL!!!" I squeal in excitement. "ok calm. anyway, we'd better get going jorden and Alice are meeting us at the star train" at my confused look he explains "it's a fairy pub here on the island that a person named Bran Romaro comes to every 3 months and lucky us tonight is one of those nights" Bran Romaro the gifted from my dream. "is he a gifted?" Chris gives me a look "yeah but we didn't tell you?" I get up I'm still wearing my clothes from yesterday."sweet Christopher when will you learn that I know everything?" he stands up with me "Magnolia I need you to do somthing for me" I smile "of course as long as..."but I don't get to finish cause he's kissing me.I gasp his lips soft and tasting of freshly picked strawberries. sparks fly inside my skull. then I think of jorden.his golden hair jade green eye's that always hold a hint of amusement.his smirk that always seems plastered onto his face.but then somthing changes clarity pops up but she's not my thought. her red-gold hair flying in the wind her grass-green eyes filled with love "Chris?" she asks and I suddenly realize this is Chris's thought. I pull back "clarity...?" I say almost to myself.I hear a gasp "w-what?" I hear Chris say "you kissed me to get her out of your head..." I pause "you're in love with a seven-year-old? Chris, you can't she's a child.." he cuts me off "I KNOW!" his eyes full of pain "you think this is my choice? you think I want jorden to hate me for the rest of his life? I can't help it! and I thought maybe just maybe if I kissed you I could get her out of my head for even just a second. I know it's wrong but I can't help it...sirens only love once mags and by some cruel fate clarity's the one my heart chose" his voice cracks "when I'm not with her...it's as if half of my soul is gone mags. and I HATE myself for it!" I feel his pain running trough me and notice he's still holding my shoulder firmly. "let go, Chris" he does dropping his hand to his side "you can't tell jorden or anyone please!" I frown "you owe him the truth Chris I won't tell him but I hope you do." I sigh "ok I'm done being serious the hopeless romantic inside me is screaming soooo" he holds up a hand "no mags just no" I sigh "ok" "let's go," he says walking out of my room. clarity better love this man heart and soul!when she's old enough of course. the part of my brain reserved for fangirling is thinking up ship names Claris or crisity maybe? god, I'm messed up I think and walk after Chris.