Soaring Love

relentlessly

'Cause you are the piece of me
I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly
Still fight and I don't know whyIf our love is tragedy why are you my remedy
If our love's insanity why are you my clarity-

ZEDD clarity

"awfully confident aren't you?" Chris says walking happily beside me. I smirk looking him striaght in the eyes "I could kill every person on this street before most of them had the chance to get to there feet. skills like that do wonders for a person's self confidence" he laughs a sound I've missed so much. "god I've missed you" he says ruffling my hair. I smile lightly "I missed you to"

we sit at one of the large wooden tables in the town square. the girl I know as kit is dragging a deeply hungover Nadia to the table. I still haven't told him about magnolia. I know I should but this all seems to perfect to mess up.i tell myself I'll tell him after breakfast. Nadia sits beside me groaning kit sits next to Chris which to be honest does push some button deep down.

"I know there was a compliment in all that muttering and I'll take it" kit says smiling at Nadia. "you piece of shit" Nadia grumbles biting into a glazed donut and taking a swig of her coffee. kit's smile grows "and there it is!" "oh shut up! your all talking to loud anyway so just all of you...shut up!" "nice to meet you to" I grumble. but can't help but laugh at the look on Chris's face when I see him looking at me. i feel a blush spreading across my cheeks and jump up turning away to hide it. "I'm going for a walk" I mutter walking briskly away. 

Chris has to jog to keep up with me. "are you blushing?" "no!" I say blushing harder. "you totally are!" "no I'm not!" I fight him. "I got the hardcore badass totally crazy clarity fey to blush, wow I must be really handsome" "no-no it's the cold" I mutter "huh, it's the cold? really clarity? not the fact that I was starting at you and thinking about our kiss last night?" he smirks. where'd the burst of confidence come from Chris? but despite myself I blush harder. "n-no" I hate the stutter in my voice. it didn't stutter or even miss a beat with Kayden! he puts his hand under my chin turning my face to him. "a-ha!" he says looking very self satisfied. "you are blushing" I grab his shirt pulling him closer. "oh course I am idiot look at yourself!" now it's his turn to blush. I feel him suck in a sharp breath. "are you scared Chris?" I smile slightly. "not of you" is his reply. "then what?" I say leaning in closer. "I'm-i'm scared you'll leave again I've never felt anything like this clarity in all of my life I've never felt like this about one person and I-i guess I never thought...this" he gestures to us "would ever actually happen I mean sure fantasy's are fine but I never..." I close the distance between us. kissing him. warmth explodes in my stomach making my knees weak. he breaks the kiss pulling me closer into a bone breaking hug. "I won't let anyone take you away from me" I nuzzle my head into the crook of his neck "likewise" I whisper. I then push him away slowly. it's now or never. 

"Chris there's something I have to tell you..." I gulp I don't want this dream to end but all dreams have to end because you always have to wake up. "magnolia's on trial...her execution is set for tomorrow" all the happiness drains from. his face replaced by cold seriousness this is the prince trained for the throne the awkward boy I have gotten to know is gone for the time being. "if she's being executed it will happen at the palace infrount of the court...they are supposed to inform me of these things" he adds pacing on the hard stone of the village. "the queen knows your friends she was at the wedding right?" he flinch's at the mention of the day. the day I broke his heart. he nodds swiftly moving back towards the square. "we have to go I can stop this from being a masacure but we won't be able to stop this if I don't get there in the next few hours and all the lakes and rivers are banned for water travel leaving the village" I put a hand on his shoulder.he relaxes slightly "we'll figure it out Chris" "I don't have time to figure it out" is all he says before walking away leaveing me starting after him. 

dammit...

I love him.