Soaring Love

if I could fly

I couldn't get the YouTube link but it's a really good song!

If I could fly, I'd be coming right back home to you
I think I might give up everything, just ask me to
Pay attention, I hope that you listen 'cause I let my guard down
Right now I'm completely defenseless-

one direction if I could fly

I sigh and walk out of the hospital room leaving Kayden and Julia...my boyfriend and one of my best friends. I guess love just isn't for me. I walk past kaya and she jumps up following me. "is she ok?" she asks "she's just great" I growl. why am I angry Julia is saved and you were the one who forced him to kiss her. "that doesn't sound just great" "I'm just angry Chris was right thats all" she throws her hands up dramaticly "you don't tell me anything what was he right about!?" "the cure" I grumble pushing the door of the hospital wide open. "what was the freakin cure?!" "true loves kiss" I mutter under my breath. "Julia isn't in love...oh...OH" her eyes widen "you kissed Julia?!" I turn on her "what no!" "then who...oh...Kayden?" I nod turning back to the forest.

Kaya jogs beside me. "I'm sorry Clair that must suck" "yeah it does and I don't really wanna talk about it"  I say annoyed with this conversation. "GIRL'S!" I sigh and turn slowly on my heel. jeannie is yelling at us from the parking lot. "shit" I swear. I really don't want to deal with Kayden's to-good-to-be-true mother right now. "yes mrs.spencer?" kaya calls back dragging me towards the middle aged woman. I groan in protest. "common if you insist to run off into the woods and never return we at least need to thank her for everything she's done for us!" kaya hisses in my ear. I hate to do it but I agree with her...but I do. reluctantly I let kaya drag me over to jeannie. surprisingly as soon as we get close enough she pulls us into what can only be described as a mom hug. I hug her back uncomfortably then I realize she's crying. "your all safe...the doctor-the doctor said Julia will be safe everything is going back to normal" she smiles down at us tears run-in g down her rose cheeks her dirty blood hair thrown into a ponytail.her blue eyes filled with relief. what I'm about to say next hurts my heart. "we're leaving jeannie" I whisper I feel her tense "why?" here comes the water works. tears sting my eyes "this is all our fault magic wasn't supposed to be here...we need to leave to keep you all safe" "plus Clair threatened a nurse with a knife so we are in big trouble if we stay" kaya says trying to lighten the mood...it doesn't work. "you what?!" jeannie says obviously upset and disappointed and sad. "she wouldn't let us she Julia" I look down to my feet. I feel a strange need to have jeannie love me like she was my own mother. she takes us in her arms again. "you both know I love you?" I nod sniffling.What the hell clarity get yourself together! "then you must know I support you no matter what...do what you need our home will always be open" I make a choked sound and bury my face in the crook of her neck. this is why I didn't want to see jeannie she brings out the little girl in me. "thank you" I whisper pulling back. she smiles "your room will be there for when you need it" I stand up wiping the tears from my cheeks "thank you" I say again. it doesn't seem like enough this woman trusted us from the beginning even when we lied to her and then when she found out we lied to her she learned to trust us again. so I decide to say the words I've only ever meant once before "I love you" 

after that jeannie insisted she feed us before we leave. so she cheated in with Julia and Kayden and told them we were going home. Kayden couldn't look at me but I don't even care right now the only thought on my mind is getting Alice getting to altar and finding Chris...and maybe even apoligizeing. 

we sit around the family dinner table eating cerel and banana's. Felix walks in rubbing sleep from his eyes "that girl is cray cray" he plops himself beside kaya. she had a banana in her mouth she looked him in the eyes and he suddenly burst out laughing. "that looks so wrong!" she bites of the end chewing and swallowing "your such a baby" she say's watching Felix laugh. "no it's a known fact kai never under any surcomstance  make eye contact with someone while eating a banana" I say holding back laughter. "ok but a more serious topic I don't think my boyfriends gay anymore! this girl is like his sister sorta right it would be disgusting If they dated RIGHT!?" I laugh "I don't think you'll have a problem with that feli" the look on his face is priceless. "he won't leave you Fe and besides were leaving with her tonight" "what no!? you'll come back right you'll visit?" kaya gives him a side hug "of course you sentimental idiot!" although I dought we'll ever be able to come back. "FELIX!!!!" SHIT!!! AAAAAAAAHHH! HELP ME!"  felix jumps up and runs into my and Kaya's shared room. Alice is sitting on top of Anthony holding an elbow to his neck aplieing just enough pressure for it to make it hard to breath. "let me go and I'll let him go" she bargains. "get off of him Alice were leaving" she jumps up "good lets go like now because magnolia doesn't have much time left" she says walking past me "wait hold on a second WHAT?!" "she's being executed now let's GO!" wow shocker.