Soaring Love

where do broken hearts go?

when I saw you I fell in love,

and you smiled 

because you knew -

William Shakespeare

Chris could fix this he would know what to do. Chris could heal her. I know he could. the thoughts run through my brain as I stare at Julia her skin pale and cold blood covering her arms and face.this is so similar to what happened to Liam.only he had died quickly the dockers couldn't find the cause of the illness it just took over. I don't know if any of us can say we don't try to forget. none of them are used to this. The blood and death. Julia tries to sit up "Kayden?" she asks looking across the room to my boyfriend he looks sick with worry for his childhood friend. "yes jewels?" he asks making his voice softer obviously trying to hide the fact that he's thinking of Liam." can you come here" I can hear the weakness in her voice and my heart contracts. this isn't how it's supposed to be Julia isn't supposed to be like this shes strong. I push away the same thought I've been avoiding since she became sick. it's jorden. he's dieing. she wouldn't be feeling it unless he is. that's why Liam died anyway his double... I think her name was Lilian.she died. that's why there are so few fairy doubles in the world. kayden walks over to stand beside me "she's not going to die is she?" he asks his voice weak and scared. "only if we don't get someone here who actually knows what to do" his face falls "do what you need to do Clair" the pain in his voice hurts my heart but I nod. I walk out of the room and kaya jumps up "how is she?" she asks drags a hand through her short black hair. that's pretty much the only reason she kept some of the lengths on the top. "she's...she's not great" "what are you thinking clair...i know that look it's when you're going to do something you know you'll regret later and the only time you use that face is when mr.calavar is involved" "he'll know what to do" "you sure you want him in your life again?" "Kaya it's either I lose another one of my friends or I call Chris" "I know..." "I'll be fine" I put a hand on her shoulder. he pupils are still enlarged from the change two black pits rimmed by a glowing gold. "just stay here" I say and sprint down the hall looking for a spare room. I find one and close the door behind me. "Chris" I pull on the brightest string in my mind.letting it envelops me I suck in a breath as the cold passes through me and I stand in front of the boy. he looks shocked his eyes wide. I take in my surroundings a lake I'm standing ankle-deep in the water okay that's probably why I'm cold. I take a cautious step out of the water and putt my hand out checking if any of the hospital furniture is infrount of me...no but to my right, there seems to be a hard metal table. there's a small fairy girl sitting on his shoulder looking at me with just as much shook as Chris if not slightly more "how did you do that?" the small girl flys over to me. "I'm not actually here Chris. I'm not here see" I swat my hand through the girl she shrieks then flys back to Chris. "what do you want clarity," Chris says hiding any emotions he might be feeling. "I need your help..." "no," he says simply "you haven't even heard what i'm asking you!" "fine what?" "my friend-" "no" Chriss!" I shout clarity!" he shouts back.  "why won't you hear me out?!" I shout at him." it doesn't work like that little goose you can't just leave...not tell me your ok...move on...fall in love! then come here expecting me to fall at your feet and drop everything to help you! did it even cross your mind that I may have some bigger things to worry about!?" I fall silent. Then the hot head inside me screams at him "couldn't you even just for one second consider what others need!?" and as soon as I say it I mentally curse myself for it.chris is the most thoughtful kind person I know how could I have said that to him! "goodbye clarity" "Chris please wait I'm sorry I didn't mean it" "you wouldn't have said it if you didn't mean it little goose" "my friend is dieing Chris I don't know what to do" "is it a magical wound?" he asks his voice cold. I nod. "well then it must be quite obvious..." "do you really think I would have come here if I thought it was obvious!?" he sighs "it's true loves kiss Clair" my mouth falls open and I scream at him "THIS ISN'T A JOKE CHRIS! SHE'S DIEING!" "that's my answer Clair do with it what you will" "jerk" I mutter and cut the string and I'm back in the hospital room. 

it's true loves kiss Clair

yeah right.