Soaring Love

half a heart without you

Only half a blue sky
Kinda there but not quite
I'm walking around with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

- half a heart by one direction 

today's the day of the execution. The day I die. I look across the room to the blonde boy I fell in love with. his golden hair glowing with the cold silver light of the siren throne room. his eyes endless pits of black. I look down to my arm the bottom and smallest scar glows reminding me that I still love the boy who betrayed us...but to me, he's still the boy who show'd up on the first day of school pulling me blindly into this world...the boy who saved me more times then I can count...the boy who took care of me when I was wasted. Friday walks over "are you even going to try and escape?!" she whispers harshly. I'm taken aback "what?"  Friday face palms slightly "you didn't think I was going to let them kill you, did you?" I let a small smile play at my lips "no don't smile idiot there watching!" I wipe the smile off my face. "so here's what you are going to do...the fire you know what I mean right I want you to let it take over give yourself over to the monster in the back of your head got it?" I nod. "I'm not promising that they won't try to kill you or you are gonna try to kill them or the queen tries to kill you or all three but...it's the best option and I don't know about you but when I die I want to go down fighting" I gulp "those don't seem like great options" "they don't seem like great options because they aren't they are the options you have" "ok I'll do it" "good thought  I'd have to do it myself a second ago"  "oh shut it I'm the one who's most likely going to die" "be positive!" "easy for you to say"  "SHUT UP GREENBERRY!" she yell's unexpectedly she winks at me and runs over to bran pretending to be crying. I laugh a little to myself.well at least if I die I'll know she doesn't hate me...or maybe she does and she's just trying to help me because she didn't want to watch me die. either way, I'm grateful. I close my eyes and greet the small fox laying dormant in my brain. it emeaditly wakes up its bright orange eyes flaming with excitement." are you finally letting me in magnolia?" it's strong voice echos through my mind.i can do this. it doesn't own me. "yes," I say. It pounces on me becoming one with me blue flames erupt around me heating up my glasses and melting the round circles and the glass inside. strangely the liquid doesn't touch me it forms into small balls around me. the gold from the rim of my glasses forms two eyes which are then enclosed by the blue fire it slowly turns into the small fox which bears its teeth at me. almost like a smile. I feel myself lifting off the ground my wings covered in the blue fire. I open my eyes.

"f**k him! f**k everything!" I storm past kaya and into Julia's room. I grab Kayden by the shirt and force him over to Julia "Clair what the hell!?" "We all have to kiss her!" "Is this an alzarian thing cause when someone is sick in the human world you don't kiss them!" his face was flushed his pupils dilated he was avoiding eye contact with me. "oh...oh...what happened while I was gone Kayden" he sucked in a breath putting a hand on the back of his neck. he was a TERRIBLE liar and this was his tell. "nothing" he said his voice an octave too high. "Kayden tell me or I will cut your arm off with a dagger" he gulped then it all spilled out at once, "she said she loved me but I didn't do anything I promiser because I love you not her I mean I do love her but not like that" "shut up and kiss her" "no you don't get it I love you!" "just do it!" I say annoyed with his lack of cooperation. "no" he pouts "you don't get to say no" I grab the back of his head and push it down making his lips connect with Julias.her eyes fly open. the coler restored to them a light sliver mist leaks from the cuts on Julia's arm as the cuts heal themselves. kayden slowly eases into the kiss placing his hand on the side of her face.

chris was right...it was true loves kiss.

if only true love's kiss could fix all of my problems. I

I sigh. as if that could ever happen.

Dear Mr.Greynark,

I have been informed that two of your so-called experiments are working at the siren palace if this is true I advise you to get them out of there due to a recent discovery. The plan is in action.

burn this letter after reading.

yours truly,

Alia fey

status: kitsune