It Took The Death of Hope

Chapter 38 - Express Yourself.

An Hour Later;

Corey Taylor...

Having Ash laid out before me - completely naked was everything I had imagined and more. The rise and dip of her curves was enough to drive a sane man, crazy. The confidence she gave with just one look, was unlike anything I have ever experienced in my life. I don't know how she does it - but she instils a sense of complete calm inside me. I don't even think she realises what she does to me. Or if she does - she's fucking amazing at hiding it.

For the past hour, we have just laid here kissing and touching. With her - there was no rush. I didn't feel like I had to get it over with because even once we were done - I didn't want to go anywhere but be with her because she is my best friend on top of being my lover.

Does she feel the same way? I like to think that she does because the way she kisses me - it makes my insides flutter manically.

No woman has ever had this effect on me. Ever.

I know I am in way over my head, but I don't care. All I care about is being with her and making her happy. And right now, I just want to give her intense pleasure. The type of pleasure that she's never felt before.

Slipping down the bed, I lift one ankle towards my mouth and place a light kiss against the sensitive flesh on the inside of arch of her foot. A small moan fills the air around me, as my eyes feast on the beautiful woman lying before me. Damn it she is gorgeous. I have never seen anyone, or anything more beautiful than her.

I wonder if she truly comprehends the fact that she is my everything. If she doesn't, I am going to make sure there is absolutely no doubt by the end of tonight.

With my mind set and my goal clear - I slowly, painfully slowly began to lightly graze my lips up over the inside of her calf, reaching her thighs where I began to pepper feather light kisses over her exposed flesh. Being slow and deliberate with every movement was painful because I wanted nothing more than to just take her. However, that being said - I needed her to be comfortable and going too fast might trigger memories of her attack. I don't want that. I never want her to feel scared with me.

Reaching the very top of her thigh, the flesh was much more sensitive at this spot because she began to tremble with every brush of my lips. I could feel the heat of her pussy radiating onto my face and the extremely faint aroma of her arousal.

My cock twitched - reacting to her scent. Desperate to be buried back inside her molten softness. Nothing could have prepared me for the way I had felt when we had sex in the bath. I knew that it would strengthen our connection, but it was more than that - it was something that I just couldn't describe no matter how desperately I wanted to.

Sliding back to the bottom of her body - she bolted up - her eyes wide in disbelief, "what are you doing?"

"Just lie back and relax baby...trust me?"

"I do...but you're trying to kill me!" she exclaimed flopping back on to the pillows with a gentle thump. The movement causing her breasts to bounce - fuck me, she was going to be the death of me.

"Just let go baby, I've got you...always," lifting her other foot, I repeated the same action as I had done on the other leg.

Once again, her body reacted to me - trembling quickly turned to panting and there was nothing that could pull me away from this moment. For the second time, I reached the top of her thigh and this time - I wasn't pulling away. Settling myself between her legs, I gently swung both of them over my shoulders and she shuddered dramatically.