THE HANDSOME FARMVET (LION HEART SERIES #3)

Chapter 28: Lost

a/n: UNEDITED HAPPY READING GOD BLESS US ALL, KEEP SAFE EVERYONE! JESUS MIGHTY NAME FOR COV-19

GALATIANS 2:20 YOU ARE NOT DEFINE D BY YOUR PAST.

Chapter 28: Lost

"KASAMA niyo po ba ang fiancée niyo senyorito?" walang sagot akong narinig mula sa kaniya,

"gustong-gusto na po naming makilala si senyorita Amara?" halata ang tuwa at galak nito sa pagsasalita. I am so indenial sa sarili ko umalis ako sa pagkakatago and I want to confirm it if it was him kahit alam kong siya nga iyon still I want to see him? Maybe because I missed him so much? At alam mo sa sarili mong hindi iyon yun Iyannah. your so indenial to yourself ayan na rinig mo na pinagmumukha na sayong hindi nga ikaw ang pinili.

He has a fiancée and they are getting married at last he will easily get rid of you wala na siyang guilt kasi nagawa naman na niya lahat he totally erase you in the scene so stop yourself please maawa ka sa sarili mo wag mo nang saktan pa ang sarili mo Iyannah!

But the heart won't listen to my brain at all, I want to see it in my eyes I want to confirm itf it was really him. He was standing on that big balcony wearing a white button diwn shirt his black slack is visible tiningnan ko siya ahit na nakatalikod siya sa gawi ko nag pagupit pala siya ng buhok, and from what I was looking at him mukhang masayang masaya siya dahil rinig ko pa ang paghagikgik ng mga katulong habang nagkwekwento siya,

"senyorita talagang ngayong linggo na po ang kasal niyo?"

"yes"

"saan po ba gaganapin senyorito?"

"she want a graden wedding" simpleng sagot niya.

"mahilig po pala si senyorita sa bulaklak" ani nito

"yes she was, she really loves the flower that's why we decided a garden wedding" aniya.

"ayy excited na talaga akong makilala at makita si senyorita" excited pa na sabi nito.

"kaya nga edna tara na ayusin na natin ang kwarto nila baka mamaya palayasin na tayo ni senyorito kasi ouro daldal lang tayong dalawa."

"ano ka ba ate edl hidni yan kit among inlove na in love si senyorito oh hidni yan magagalit" sabi pa nito sa kapatid.

"dumating na ba ang tatay niyo?"

"ay opo senyorito kanina hinatid lang yung mga gulay, prutas, karne na gagamitin sa preparasyon sa kasal niyo pero bumalik din mukhang may inutos pa yata kayo" patuloy na sabi ng dalawang may edad na babae rinig kong nagpaalam ito at tango naman ang sinagot niya.

Salamat sa liwanag ng buwan kahit papaano nakita ko siya ang ngiti niyang sa tanang buhay ko ngayon ko lang nasilayan he was happy no he was very happy. At sino ba naman ako para alisin yung ngiti sa mga labing iyan?

Parang nilalamutak ang dibdib ko sa sakit watching him in the altar waiting for his bride and a ery beautifuk Amara emerged from my mind nakasuot ng isang mamahaling putting bistida nhaharangan ng puting belo naglalakd ng nakangiti habang inaalalayan siya ni Mr. and Mrs. De Mercedez papunta sa altar kung saan naghihintay ang kanilang unico hijo, every body was crying at that moment every one is emyional because after all sila pa rin talaga, they will evhange I do's he will pull up that veil they will look in each other's eyes, they smile towards each others he was crying so she was they say and utter I love you's as he lean closer and taste her lips then a crowd was clapping and congratulationg the newly wed. while me was inside my room crying all the pain that was so buried and inflicted deep inside. And soon they will announce they having a baby...

At hindi alam kung bakit ganoon ang iniisip ko I was jumping into conclusion I am no longer in good state of my mind. Hindi ko alam kung makakaahon pa ba ako sa ganitong pagmamahal na mula sa kaniya ko naramdaman. I was asking myself should I be able to love again somebody? Sooner or later pero mukhang alam ko na ang sagot doon hindi, my love for him was so deep that I can't even breathe just the mere fact he was getting married magkaanak man sila paniguradong mamahalin ko pa rin siya mula sa malayo. Patago ko pa rin siyang mamahalin.