THE HANDSOME FARMVET (LION HEART SERIES #3)

Chapter 21: Having you near me

a/nUNEDITED happy reading po thanks for waiting.. God bless us all. ang dami ko ng utang na ud sa JML1 at HOPS3 huhuhu tambak na gawain grades, SF9 SF10 PARDO so help me God. freetime nasaan ka na?????

 Awit 53

53 Ang mangmang ay nagsabi sa puso niya, Walang Dios. Nangapahamak sila, at nagsigawa ng kasuklamsuklam na kasamaan; walang gumawa ng mabuti.

2 Tinunghan ng Dios ang mga anak ng mga tao mula sa langit, upang tignan kung may sinomang nakakaunawa, na humanap sa Dios.

3 Bawa't isa sa kanila ay tumalikod: sila'y magkakasamang naging mahahalay; walang gumawa ng mabuti, wala, wala kahit isa.

4 Wala bang kaalaman ang mga manggagawa ng kasamaan? na siyang kumakain ng aking bayan na tila kumakain ng tinapay, at hindi nagsisitawag sa Dios.

5 Doo'y nangapasa malaking katakutan sila na hindi kinaroroonan ng takot: sapagka't pinangalat ng Dios ang mga buto niya na humahantong laban sa iyo; iyong inilagay sila sa kahihiyan, sapagka't itinakuwil sila ng Dios.

Chapter 21: Having you near me

TODAY was an exciting day for me, maaga kaming nagising sabi niya mamasyal daw kami I don't know where it is but I was positive it was some palce for relaxing a bit. Kagabi pa kais siya tanong ng tanong s aakin ng mga bagay bagay asking for something if I will approve it or not. So I guess we are having this little get away kakatapos lang ng therapy ko and thank God panglimang araw ko na ito ngayon na tuloy-tuloy ang session naming ni Doc. Schwartz. I was happy for that and at the same time I'm glad dahil hindi na rin ako nahihirapan sa pag inomm ko ng mga gamot I will honestly say that everyday he prepare my food and medicine katulad na lang ng paghahalo niya s amga gamot ko sa prutas at gulay to make it easier for me to drink it.

At hanggang ngayon lutang pa rin ako sa isang bagay na nakalagay sa aking daliri, is this really true? Is he asking me to amrry him? I never thought this day would come. I mean look at me and look at him he disgusted me for years napahirap sa isip at puso ko ang bagay na ito, it was so sudden hindi ko tuloy alam if nabibilisan pa ako o nagmamadali lang talaga siya.

Does his mother knows about his proposal? Does his father knows? Hidni man sila magsabi sa akin dati ng harapan oero ramndam kong mas gusto nila si Amara para sa kaniya, Amara was the same age as him kasmaa niyang lumaki at kilalang-kilala nan g kaniyang mga magulang sila na ang kinalakihang pamilya at sila na ang tumayong nanay at tatay nito. so I am very sure she is the one aiming for him to marry and not just any random girl, they care for her so much I can clearly see that. lalo na ang mama niyang attach na attach na kay Amara.

It was one of my hidden question I want to know about Amara nasaan na siya? Tinatago ba nila? Of course I can't just ask that question to him I was still sensitive lalo na pag siya ang topic. I remember that girl she was beautiful and elegant pag pinagtabi mo sila mapagkakamalan mo talaganag mag- girlfriend at mag boyfriend sila plus the affection they share towards each other. She was clingy and he was very open to that, ako kaya pag naging clingy sa kaniya what would he will do?

Ngayon ko lang narealize there is no such a good memories I have with him, puro lang iyon galit, selos at tampo, kahit wala naman dapat akong karapatan sa kaniya, he treat me like a brat and just a responsibility that he can't say 'No'. kaya naman I was realizing how he fell in love with me? Did he really fell? Or he was guilty?, Oo na ako na ang magulo. But I still I need an assurance ni hindi nga kami dumaan sa girlfriend and boyfriend label, it was just like that hinalikhalikan niya lang ako and boom he pronounce that we will get married how funny is that? am I just to easy to get?

Pinagmasadan ko ang bagay na nakasuot sa aking daliri it cost a fortune hindi maikakaila iyon sa mga mamahaling baton a nakabalibot doon at sa isang golden lion na may korona sa ulo ang nakaukit doon but somehow I felt like I don't deserve that ring. Tintiigan koi yon ng mabuti, should I ask him na dahan-dahanin muna naming ito walang pasubalimg inalis ko iyon sa kamy dinampot ko ang pulang hugis pusong kahita at nilagay doon I put it inside the table and ock it there. Hindi naman niya siguro mapapansin na hindi ko suot iyon diba, magaling naman akong magtago for sure hindi niya mapapansin iyon. Kinalkal ko ang bag na dala-dala ko I have jewelries here na regalo ni Daddy maybe I can wear the ring he has given to me. At iyon nga ang sinuot ko.