THE HANDSOME FARMVET (LION HEART SERIES #3)

Chapter 20: Priority

a/n: UNEDITED happy reading God bless us all. 

Malachi 3:8 "Will a man rob God? Yet you are robbing Me! But you say, 'How have we robbed You?' In tithes and offerings

Chapter 20: Priority

I STARE AT HIM intently while he was talking to my psychiatrist Doctor which is Doc. Schwartz, he talk formally piling-pili at specific na mga tanong ang tinatanong niya sa doctor ko, he look like a freaking businessman tyring to be impress by a certain project proposal seryosong anyo ang makikita mo sa kaniyang mukha he was not smiling nor snobbing natural lang ang kilos niya maging ang pagkakaupo he was talking to Doc Schwartz as if he was a doctor too... hmmm... oo nga pala doctor din siya kung iisipin but in dfferent field he was much more focus on being a vet dahil kailangan iyon sa pamamalakad ng haciendang ipapamana sa kaniya.

He renewed his hold on my waist while I am simply listening to their talks kakaatpos lang kasi ng unang therapy session ko and it was kinda new again to me tila ba parang na culture shock ago dahil siguro sa pagkakataon na ito I am with someone accompanying to me.

"thank you so much Doc. for the help" He said habang kinakamayan ito

"oh its nothing Mr. De Mercedez I should be the one thanking you for letting me stay in one of your prestigious hotel for free accommodation and all it is one of a lifetime proposal coming from a wellknown family ofcourse I don't have a heart to declined." ani ng Doctora na ikinagulat ko naman sa sinabi nito. at bumaling sa akin kita

" Mr. De Mercedez is so lucky to have you Iyannah, I am happy your not alone in this battle, now that you have someone right their with you all the way" at mahinhin itong ngumiti sa amin naramdan ko ang marahan niyang pag pisil sa aking bewang.

"that's true Doc I' indeed bless not just lucky to have her, don't worry we will surely invite you to our wedding soonest" sabi niya naman ng may tonong nag mamayabang , napatingin ako sa kaniya napanguso ako ng may sumilay na mga pilyong ngiti sa kaniyang labi. Hinatid naming sa labas si Docotra kung saan may naghihintay na sasakyan nila Tita Doc Grace mukhang ngayong gabi ay doon muna ito magpapalipas.

Kumurap kurap ako ng makita ang isang kulay putting box na alam kong laman ay mga gamut galing pa itong America dala marahil ni Doc para sa akin. I sat tdown across the bed where the medicine are being place too. He opne dit at may pagmamadaling sinipat ang mga gamot sabay dudungaw ulit at babasahin ang medical records na binigay sa kaniya kanina ni Doc. bahagyang lulunot ng no niya kasama na doon ang makapal niyang kilay na talaga namang nakakadagdag sa sex appeal niya. oh my gulay.... Where did I learn that word sex appeal saan ko bang lugar nahatak iyon. Few minutes ater he was still busy studying the medicine of mine. Napasibangot ako ng maktang hindi baba sa limang tablet ang iinumin ko kada araw, ngayon palang parang gutso ko ng isuka ang iinuming mga gamot.

He transfer my medicine into a medicine box which have a per day name hindi rin biro ang laki ng mga tabletang iyon most especially the anti depresaant na gamot ang hirap lulunin iyon.kung pwede nga lang na gawing syrup iyon nag parequest na ako. Napangiwi ako habang patuloy pa rin siya sa pag separate at pag prepare ng gamot ko at huling-huli niya ako sa aktong nandidirisa mgamot na hawak niya.

"i-I don't like the taste" amin ko sa kaniya.

I don't know what's in me I juts want to tell him the truth all the time I was being caught off gurad yung tipong baka isipin niya I was so defensive all the time he was asking me. Kasi naman eh pwede ko bang sabihing iba yung dating pag involve na siya iba yung intense ng tanong kapag siya na yung nagtatanong sa akin ng ganoon for me everytime he was asking I'm making it a big deal, maybe because nasanay na ako sa isip ko o di kaya sa experience ko sa kaniya na very hard to please siya. I need a concrete reason for him to believe me. I thought I don't care at all but still at the end of this time his say was always have a big impact in my life and in my decision.