IS IT LOVE? (Completed)

"Is It love?" chapter 5

As he heard someone knocking, he looked up from his comic to the door "ugh, I hope that ain't Mikey askin 'to play" he thinks, then he talks:

"what?"

"Um..Raph? It's Leo, can I come in?" 

Raph's heart skipped a beat "damn, Mikey asking to play was better". After this quick though he answered:

"Sure". 

So the blue-masked turtle opens the door, but hesitates before to enter completely, he looks around with the corner of eye, it's been some time he didn't go into his brother's room:

It wasn't so messy how he expected,  that's surely more organized than Donnie's room, always left full of old inventions, pieces of .. something around the floor and  computer wires and other appliances that he doesn't need to use anymore in the laboratory. ("Let's leave out the comparison with Miley's room").

Few things, like magazines and bandages, were on the ground, the only light there was comes from the lamp in the shape of an Halloween pumpkin, ("does he still have it?").

So the room was half in dark, the orange  light made the reflection into Raph's emerald eyes, Leo had to use all his strength for not just continuing to stand there like an idiot, staring at his lover's eyes, he talked after few time:

"So..are we really going to ignore eachother like this? I mean..the others will surely notice our weird behavior."

Raphael looked down, knowing that his older brother is right:
"Y'are right but-.." sighs, he looked up again:

"What're we gonna do then?"

Leonardo was staring into the other's eyes, but he wasn't really looking at him since he was lost in his thoughts:

"...what are we going to do.." he says with a quiet tone, then a slight smirk appears on his lips:

"oh..I know what we are going to do"

He stars to approach slowly Raph, he put one of his knees on the  bed were the red-masked was still sitting on, and comes closer to him with all his body.

They were so close, Leo was leaning on the bed his knee and one hand, for keeping his position in front of Raph, that meanwhile was looking at his lover with eyes widen, full of confusion, he then was frozen, he couldn't move, just his hands moved behind him for holding himself straight, and for not laying down, he was also about to say something but he stopped as Leonardo grabbed gently his chin.

His blue eyes were deeper than the ocean, Raphael could  feel that gaze going into the bottom of his soul, breaking all the walls that he built in all these years; there, in front of those sapphire eyes, there wasn't the hot-head turtle that we all know, the layers of anger, hatred, jealousy, negativity, stubbornness and thoughness, have been placed by feeling of passion, positivity, lust, desire of love and be loved, and pleasure.

"What if.." Leonardo sais quietly, with a slight smile:
"what if we are just going to..keep it as a secret?"

Raphael wanted to think about it, he really wanted, but his brain, as every part of his body, wasn't working properly, so he decided to listen to the only thing he could feel, beating fastly into his chest:

"I think that would be perfect.." says, smiling back to him.

After it, no other words have been uttered, also because their lips were busy touching eachother, and their tongues enjoying the taste of the other.