Random Kaitou Joker

Karma (Song-fic)

DISCLAIMER: Everything here does not belong to me, only the plot does. All characters here belong to the amazing Hideyasu Takahashi. All the pictures belong to their respective artists but I mostly get the pictures from Google Images.

Hi guys!

I got the inspiration from this from an animatic by a mess called Maci on YouTube. It's an animatic on an AU made by ayaptre (YT account). It's really goon and I recommend you check it out! It's a HermitCraft Fanfic centered around Grian!

Enough about me telling you about a completely different fandom! Onto the fic!

 ⚠️  ¡Suicide Warning! ⚠️ 

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I've been so good, I've been helpful and friendly

I've been so good, why am I feeling empty?

I've been so good, I've been so good this year

This was a new all-time low, he told himself. He hasn't felt this bad since his parents. Was he doing enough? Was he not worth enough? People always told him every action matters but does it really?

I've been so good, but it's still getting harder

I've been so good, where the hell is the karma?

I've been so good, I've been so good this year

Life was so hard. They say what goes around comes around right? He's been doing good things this year, right? He must have done something worthwhile right?

Why, are you asking me why?

My days and nights are filled with disappointment

Fine, oh no, everything's fine

I'm not sure why I booked today's appointment

"Hey, J0(3r, are you okay?", Spade asked him, noticing the dark circles under his eyes. "Huh?", replied J0(3r. He rubbed his eyes before saying, "What are you talking about Spade? I'm perfectly fine!".

I've been so good, I've been helpful and friendly

I've been so good, why am I feeling empty?

I've been so good, I've been so good this year

"Okay... if you're sure...", trailed off Spade on an unsure tone as he walked away.

'Wait!', is what he wanted to cry out. 'No, I'm not okay! I need help!'. He desperately wanted to cry out but his throat tightened and he could only watch as Spade left.

I've been so good, but it's still getting harder

I've been so good, where the hell is the karma?

I've been so good, I've been so good this year

This was tearing him apart. He couldn't do this for much longer. He just wanted to rest, oh God, he just wanted to rest.