Everything's Not Okay

Yeah Okay

I'm leaving, like actually moving somewhere. I've never done this before. I'm excited, or am I just nervous? I've never lived with people my age before. I got my jobs to give me less hours too, so I wouldn't rise suspicion. So now I have less hours, but it'll be okay! There will be less of us in Mr. Akagi's house anyway, it'll just be him except for weekends. If he keeps his end of the deal then I'll keep mine. No harm no foul.

I still can't believe I'm doing this.

I know this isn't a permanent stay for me, I'll obviously leave once I graduate.

Or when I'm expelled 

But this whole thing is pushing me to find parents for the kids. This whole hero and being a student distracted me from my goal, so maybe I can start searching again. Maybe I can ask Shinsou for some help since he was in the system.

But what if it brings up bad memories he wanted to forget? I don't want to be the cause of a panic attack.

I always do something wrong

"Okay so you already have my number, oh and here's the school's number." I pass him a piece of paper. "There's also a number of my friend, he'll always answer the phone so if something happens to me he'll be there. Um, is there anything else? Let me think." I know this isn't the first time I left the kids with Mr. Eto, but it's a longer stay now. So saying I'm a little nervous is an understatement. "Oh his name! How could I forget. It's Kirishima." I take the paper from his hand and write down Kiri's name. 

"Denki, this is really nice of you to do, but I think I can handle some tots. I'm more worried about you. You have so much freedom now, don't waste it!" He smiles softly at me. You know now that I think about it, Mr. Sho and him would get along, but I think they'd fight like an old married couple. Mr. Sho swears too much for poor old Mr. Eto!

"I'll try my best, no promises!"

I wave goodbye to the kids and Mr. Eto. I know I'll miss them like crazy, but I got to get used to it.

Maybe I should think of some pro heroes that will be willing to adopt them? Definitely not Endeavor though.

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I'm surprised I met Sero on the way to school. I didn't think the route I took was close to anybody's house, but then again I never really take the train to school so maybe that's how he gets around?

"Dorms, huh?" He's the first to start up a conversation which I'm glad for because I'm basically a socially awkward dummy.

"24 hours of all of this." I fake flip my hair. "How will we contain it?"

"All Might help us." His straight white teeth turned into a frown. I know he's joking, but honestly putting 20 teenagers with dangerous unknown powers into one building isn't the safest idea. Especially for poor Midoriya, if he doesn't break his all bones by the end of the year he'll definitely die from the hands of Bakugou. 

"Nah, I know you love my midnight memes!" I am a man of culture and I know that when it's midnight that's when the crackheads make the best memes. 

"Why are you even up at 3 AM?" Well Sero if we're being honest I was working at the market with this sweet ol' lady, but I'd never say that to your face. No one needs to know what time I have work since it's technically not legal, but they haven't caught me yet!

"Just am, but the real question here is why do you always respond hmmm? Got a girl you texting?" I start poking his arm. I know this guy doesn't have a girl he's seeing, frankly I don't know if he's into that so I won't budge.