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"Ash, are u okay, please open the door and let me in" I hear Soph banging the door but I couldn't bring myself to open the door. I don't know how to face her or what to say. I hate myself, I hate the fact that I'm actually living, I should just die and stop giving people problems.

I don't know why I went to go and meet him and the first place but a part of me is glad that I met him because of the kiss and another part of me is angry at myself because now all eyes will be on me, something I have tried to avoid for how many years since I have been in this school and drama decides to happen at this time of my life. I don't even know what is wrong with my head and the reason I am half happy that Dylan kissed me.

"Ash" Soph bangs the door again and brings me out of my reverie "-can you hear me? Are you there? Goddammit answer I'm worried to death about you" I can hear the worry in her voice

"Soph, I'm good. Just give me some minutes I'll be okay, go and meet Caleb and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid cause I know how he can be when he is angry" I tell Soph

"No Ash, that asshole needs to get his ass kicked and I am not stopping Caleb if anything I'm going to join him to beat that fat ass up" She says "But Soph I don't want Caleb to get into trouble because of me" I plead with her.

"No Ash, friends get into trouble for each other" She begins but I cut her off "Please Sophie, I love you guys and  I appreciate that you all got my back but this is my battle let me straighten this out myself please" I add and I hear her sigh before she finally agrees to look for Caleb and calm him down.

"Are you sure you're going to be okay" She asks before leaving "Yeah I will be fine" I let her know.

When I was sure she had gone I wash my face and look more presentable before stepping out with the thought that today is just the first day of the week.

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