Expressing My Feelings

One, Two, Three

Thingking, what im doing here?
In this world where I should disappear
Everything I do is a failure
I should just die because of seizure

I know that my mentality is wrong
Negativity slowy getting strong
Can't stop myself from being joyless
Im continuously feeling depress

Crying silenty in one corner
Weakly wishing to surrender
Embracing all the painful things
Makes my heart stings

I just want a eternal sleep
Where I could end this grief
And make myself free
Counting from one to three