A Doctors Heart.

Chapter Forty-Seven

(A/N) Hello ADH lovers, i'm here with another chapter and guess what...I have given you a double whammy of smut in this chapter....aren't I good to you... :D

Saying that, just a quick reminder that this book will be ending at chapter fifty and I have a few ideas to run by you...Should i...

a/ Have them do a ten years later time skip, with the kids as teens and Taechi and adult or,

b/ Have it be many years in the future and Tae' and Kook are old men and reaching the end of thier life together, and either have them pass together in a emotional ending or one pass first and the other soon after??

What do you think?

Please let me know in the comments or at the bubble at the side :D  Now on to the chapter :D

A few weeks had passed and Tae' was slowly getting better, they were still refraining from being intimate, Tae' couldn't bear the thought of hurting Jungkook again with another rejection, it wasn't that he didn't love him anymore, he did, he loved him so much, but he couldn't face anyone in that way right now. He wanted to, he wanted to feel close to his husband that way again, but every time he thought about it, he pictured that ogre from his past towering above him and it terrified him.

It had been sixteen years ago it happened so why was he still thinking about it? And the guy had been jailed for seventeen years for his crime.

He suddenly sat bolt upright on his bed. That could be the answer...The guy was due to be released soon, if he hadn't been already, was that why Tae's subconscious was making him think about it, was his mind warning him?

"No..." He whispered.

He jumped off the bed and rushed out of the room to find his husband.

He found him in the living room sat on the sofa working on some paperwork he needed to do to go back to work at their local hospital, and he looked up as Tae' entered the room. The children were all at school.

"Kook I think I know how to help our problem." Tae' said sitting down near him, taking his hand.

Jungkook removed his glasses, placed his paperwork aside and looked at him, his full attention on his husband.

"That ...man...who assaulted me... he's due for release any day now...I think my subconscious has been trying to warn me of this, and has been..." He tried thinking of the right word. "Blocking us...from being intimate."

Jungkook looked at him then thought about it, it was possible, he looked at Tae' who was looking at him expectantly. He nodded.

"What should we do?"

Tae' smiled at him, happy he was on board.

"I think we need to find out first if he's still locked up, and if not when he was released, as his victim I have a right to that information."

Jungkook nodded and turned and picked up his laptop. He looked at Tae'.

"Do you want to do it, or shall I?"

Tae' looked at him and bit his lip, he understood and opened the laptop and placed it on his knee.

He typed in the web address for the prison the man was incarcerated at and pulled up the list of inmates. Looking down the list he gulped and looked up at Tae'

"Babe, his name isn't on here."

"What?"

Tae' grabbed the computer out of Jungkook's hands and scanned the names himself. His face went white as he looked up and down the list, his husband was right, his name was not there. He looked at Jungkook.