A Doctors Heart.

Chapter Nine

Ok people, i've wrote another chapter that has a bit of mystery to it, and a bit of tragedy...don't hate me...hope you enjoy...

"I've never been in love beforeee...Now all at once its youuu...It's you forever more..."

Jungkook walked up the stairs of his home to the most beautiful sound he had ever heard. He listened some more.

"I've never been in love beforeee...I thought my heart was safe...I thought I knew the score....But this is wineeee...It's all too strange and strong...I'm full of foolish songggg...and out my song must pour..."

Jungkook opened the door to his bathroom, through the steam he could see a glorious figure stood singing his heart out in his shower. He sat on the toilet and listened to his man singing...he closed his eyes.

"So please forgive this helpless hazzzzee I'm in...I've really never been....in love before...But this is wine...it's all too strange and strong...I'm full of foolish song...and out my song must pourrrr. So please forgive this helpless haze I'm innnn...I've never really been...in love before....

The shower turned off and Taehyung stepped out, momentarily dazed at seeing Jungkook sat there with his eyes closed. He walked over and kissed him on the lips, causing his eyes to flutter open...

"How long were you sat there?" He questioned, grinning.

"Not long...Taebear?"

He stood and wrapped his arms around a naked Taehyung.

"Your voice is amazing...you should be a singer."

Taehyung looked into his eyes and grinned.

"Not me, I'm not that good...I only sing in the shower."

Jungkook looked at him shocked...not very good, from what he just heard he was extremely good...

"I'm serious Tae' you are good."

"Drop it Kookie," Tae said his temperament turning dark.

He pulled out of his man's arms and picked up his clothing, wrapping a towel round his waist he left the room, leaving Jungkook stunned...'what had just happened?'

Leaving the room he saw Tae replacing the last of his clothes and he walked over to him.

"What's wrong Tae'?"

"Nothing, I better get going so you can sleep."

"Going? I thought you was staying the night?" Kookie was really confused right now.

Tae looked at him, he could see his confusion, but he couldn't tell him, not yet, it would only anger and hurt him.

"I think it would be best if I went home, I need to change my dressing anyway..."

"I have a first aid kit here, I can do it for you...just tell me why you want to leave Tae."

Jungkook walked over to him and placed his hand on his arm, Tae almost melted, but he gulped back his longings and shook his hand off...

"Please I just need to go home, I'll call you soon."

He walked away from Jungkook and down the stairs, he reached the front door and stepped out...he was almost to his car when Jungkook appeared at his front door, rushing to reach him. Tae started the car and drove off before he could reach him, he looked into the mirror to see Jungkook watching after him, confusion on his handsome face.

"He can't find out...this is for the best." Taehyung told himself.

Two days had passed, Jungkook had done everything he could to reach Taehyung, he had gone to his home, but Namjoon had told him he wouldn't see him, he had left more confused than ever, he had tried calling him non-stop and texting him too, he didn't pick up or reply to his texts...The silence was killing Jungkook, and he just wanted to hold Tae...he didn't care what was bothering him, he could tell him when he was ready if he wanted too, Jungkook just wanted to be with him.

Taehyung was laying in his bed, thinking back on how he reacted to his man a few days ago...he knew Jungkook was seriously confused right now, but having suppressed the incident for so many years he wasn't sure he could let it out into the open and also he wasn't sure he wanted Jungkook to know, how would it make him look at him...Taehyung shivered, he couldn't lose his man, no he had to put it in the past, like he had managed to do so far...but how was he going to explain his behaviour to Kookie... Tae' groaned and grabbed his pillow he placed it over his face and screamed into it. He was in trouble now.

His phone piped up with a happy tune and Tae looked at it....Kookie was calling him again...he groaned and placed his phone on his bedside table, not answering it. The phone soon went silent, but a couple of seconds later a text message sprang up on the device, he ignored it...his heart hurting...all he wanted was to hold Jungkook, but he knew he would have to explain his behaviour and he just couldn't do that right now. A soft knock sounded on his bedroom door, he ignored it, but soon the door opened to reveal his brother looking in on him worried.

"Tae?"

Tae ignored him, hoping he would leave, he didn't...he walked over to his brothers bed and sat down facing him.

"Tae, what's going on?"

Tae looked at his brother and sighed...he sat up on his elbows and stared into Namjoons eyes.

"Kookie heard me sing..."

Namjoon sucked in his breath, he finally understood his brother's behaviour.

"Did you tell him?"

"How could I...what would he think of me?"

Taehyung threw himself back on his bed, large tears threatening to fall, and Namjoons heart hurt for his brother...it had took him a long time to get over the incident and he had no idea it still affected him.

"I think you should tell Jungkook what happened..."

"No, absolutely not." Tae said struggling to sit up and looking into his brothers concerned eyes. "You better not tell him either." Tae warned.

"Come on Tae, he loves you, misses you...China knew what happened, why can't Jungkook know?"

"China knew, she saw it happen, that's why she helped me...it's just...I don't want him to look at me differently." Tears were falling freely down his face and Namjoon pulled him into a protective hug, rubbing his back.

Jungkook was at work the next day, his mind wasn't truly in his job though, after a rough three hours he went for his first break and plonked himself down on the break room sofa...he pulled his phone out and pressed call, sighing as he got the answer phone he pressed quit he opened the text message app and typed in a small sentence

'Please just answer my call' He pressed send.

He put his phone in his coat pocket... he missed Taehyung, he wanted so desperately to hold him, to make love to him, to just be with him. Soon enough his break was over and sighing he returned to his place...

An hour later he was doing his rounds when shouting erupted...a man was flashing a gun around complaining that he should have been seen first...the staff were trying to calm him, while another called the police...Jungkook knew the situation could get out of hand so he tried to reason with the man.

"Sir, please calm down. If you put the gun down we will treat you..."

"You bunch of quacks said that three hours ago, and I'm still waiting..." he screamed back at Jungkook.

Jungkook moved closer to the man but he didn't like that.

"Don't come any closer, I'm warning you."

Jungkook held his hands up to show he meant no harm but did as he asked. He tried to reason with him again.

"Please sir, tell me your symptoms and I'll try and help..."

"My symptoms...my symptoms. Hahaha" the man laughed in his face...

"I'm sick... sick of people taking the piss, I've been here for three fucking hours, only to be fobbed off and told to wait...I demand to be seen NOW."

What happened next happened very quickly, Jungkook watched as one of his fellow residents attempted to tackle the man to the ground...the sound of a gunshot echoed through the room, Jungkook fell to the floor, his world going dark.

(A/N) Please don't hate me, i love drama in my stories... please give me feedback.

                                                             XX Claire XX