Mr. & Mrs. Perfect <//Seokjin FF//>

Nine

I rang the door bell. My eyes were stinging due to the amount of tears I was holding back. I knew I was over reacting. I knew that he didn't love me. But still I had hope that maybe he just avoids people. I should've guessed it when he called me 'Byul'. I was such a fool to think that I had a chance with him. I didnt know he was daydreaming about someone else. The door opened and Tori's head popped out. "OMG! Serena? Come in honey." She hugged me which eased my pain a bit. Yes, I needed a warm hug. I finally let go of my tears soaking her shirt with them. "Why are you crying?! Is everything okay? Where's Jin?" Her mentioning his name made me sob even more. "Please stop crying , let's go inside." She patted my back and took me inside. I was still leaning on her. "Serena? OMG why are are crying?!" Joon came up to me and held my hands in his. "G-guys, he loves someone else..." I managed to say it between sobs. "Who? What are you talking about?" They were confused by my sudden confession. "Jin loves someone else." Their eyes popped out as if I had gone mad. "Are you crazy? That must be a misunderstanding...or did he tell you that?" Joon spoke this time not wanting to believe what I said. "I'm not lying. He told me that himself that he loved someone else and is trying to adjust with me for the sake of our parents and needs some time." Tori stroked my back trying to calm me down. "Who's she? Why didn't he marry her?" He said with utter disappointment. "She's dead. She killed herself." I replied and his eyes widened again. "That's horrible! Well you see Serena, as a friend I would suggest you to give him some time. It's not like he'll fall in love with you instantly. You have to wait for some time." He gently pressed my hands which calmed me a bit down. I knew I needed to talk to my friends, to let all my pain out. "You're right I guess. I shouldn't pressurise him. Besides I'm his wife now. He must give me the love only. No one deserves it more than me." "That's right sweetie! He will know your value soon. Try to attract him with little actions. Try alluring him with your kindness. Be more presentive. Don't argue with him over little things. Be more acceptive and he'll be at your feet." Tori smiled at me and I smiled in return. "Call him, tell him you miss him." She said and I nodded. I quickly dialed his number and waited for him to pick up.

Jin's P.O.V:

I was regretting the decision of telling her my secret. That would've hurt her so much. The last thing I wanted to do was to hurt her. Why am I so dumb? I should've told her what she means to me. It's just I can't accept her fully but I know I will in future. Her eyes became so dark and lifeless when I told her the truth. Her glossy eyes told everything she was feeling. I wish I could tell her how beautiful those eyes of hers are and I hate to see them shed tears. Especially because of me. Wait, did I really just praised her? Does that mean I... My phone started ringing bringing me out of my thoughts. 'Serena' her name flashed on the screen and I couldn't help but smile. I picked up the phone and heard her melodious voice. "Hey can you pick me up? I was missing you." I couldn't believe my ears. Was she really missing me? "Oh sure. Was just thinking about you." I replied with a smile plastered on my face. The smile that was a beginning of a new emotion that was long gone. I quickly drove off to her friends' apartment and waited for her. She came out after a few minutes and sat inside the car. A beautiful smile was painted on her lips. I couldn't help but stare at them. They resembled two rose petals. I wanted to taste them. Yes, I did. I wanted to taste her love. I had kissed her before but it was void of any emotion. I wanted to feel that emotion now. It was lunch time, so we stopped at a local restaurant and ate chinese food. I kept staring at her between the meal which made her a blushing mess. I smiled internally knowing how shy and bashful she was. Her rosy cheeks made me want to kiss them but I stopped myself since we were in public and I wanted to share this moment between just the two of us. I wanted to let go of my ego and embrace this new feeling. Besides she was my wife and she deserves this more than anyone else in this world.

To be continued...