-Sequel to Secrets.
Backstory, death, and becoming unhinged is all part of Y/N's continuous journey with the boys, but how does she handle it?
tw: mention of death, torture and blood. if you are uncomfortable with these themes, please don't read!!
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-italicized text is dialogue in Y/N's head.
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"It's not normal, Doctor." Seungmin whispered.
You were actually asleep this time, still in Doctor Lee's hospital room, and Seungmin volunteered to talk about the way you'd been acting while the boys went to get breakfast the next morning.
"Felix and I saw what her apartment looked like. I'd be just as traumatized as her if I lost that much blood, if I went through what she did all by myself. She's not talking, she hasn't said a single word to any of us. She hasn't eaten much since Chan broke the news, and I don't think we can help her."
"No, it'll take a lot to help her. I'm going to keep her here for a few days, see how she reacts to certain things and see if there's a diagnosis for what she's experiencing." Doctor Lee told him. "This is very unhealthy, for anyone, but especially for Y/N. She wasn't even like this after her mother passed away."
"It was bad when she found out that the baby didn't make it, but Jisung's accident pushed her over the edge. She pulled IV's out of her arm, she tried escaping her hospital room, she crashed and the doctors got her stats back to normal, but this is scary. I've never seen her so numb and detached before."
Doctor Lee hummed in agreement and looked over at you. This was far from normal, even an untrained eye could tell that much. She was worried about you, as were the boys, but you still didn't feel a thing.
You were in the room alone, very awake, when you heard Jisung's voice.
"Stop doing this to yourself."
You looked around the room, smiling. "Jisung? Are you really here?"
"Is who really here?" Doctor Lee questioned as she walked into the room.
You laughed and pointed to where Jisung was, only to find that he wasn't there, but your laughter only grew. "Jisung. He was right there."
"Honey, nobody is standing there." Doctor Lee said. "Are you doing okay?"
"Perfect, actually. I just talked to Jisung, so-" The smile on your face dropped, and Doctor Lee observed you carefully. "Jisung isn't here anymore, so why was he in your room, Doctor Lee?"
"He wasn't, Y/N."
"Yes, he was!" You screamed. "He was right there!"
The heart monitor you were hooked up to was beeping rapidly, and Doctor Lee knew she had to do something. She grabbed a syringe of Benzodiazepine that was already prepped in case you got aggressive and stuck it straight into your IV, pumping it into your veins and putting you to sleep.
She shook her head as she knew something was wrong, but she hoped it was just the one episode and not many more to come.
The guys sent Jeongin to check up on you, and seeing you in that bed, knowing that things were going on in your head, made him think about his time in the mental institute. His hand slipped into yours in a comforting way, waking you from your induced sleep. You looked over and saw that he was crying, so you took your free hand and gently patted his head.
