Love that never fades

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"Balikan mo yong fiance mo roon." I told him. Ang gulo mo, Ry! I thought you need to talk to clear your mind! But maybe I should just make them talk to clear something between them.

Naglakad ako papunta sa sasakyan ko. I went in and closes the door. My tears won't stop falling down on my cheeks! I fasten my seat belt and looked at Tecson. He was standing near my door. He looked like he doesn't know what he'll do! Nakapameywang siya at nakakagat sa ibabang labi. Ginulo niya ang buhok niya at tumingin sa kanan niya.

I accidentally opened the door lock which made me nervous! Agad bumukas ang pinto at hinarap siya. My eyes widened when I looked to him. His angry right now, siya pa ang galit?

"Mag uusap tayo, Ry." He commanded. Kita ko sa mga mata niya ang galit, sakit, at sinusuri ako. I looked away to not see his reaction! It always gives shiver down me!

I quickly put my hand on the door and tried to close it. Naunahan niya ako dahil nahawakan niya kaagad ang pulsuhan ko. Napakurap-kurap ako dahil doon. He pulled me out of my car and bring me somewhere! Huminto kami sa isang sulok ng parking. Sinuri ko kaagad ang paligid para maghanap kung papaano ako tatakas! But he made a way for me to just stay there.

He looked at me seriously, "Why are you always trying to escape from me? Ganoon ba ako kasama, Ry? Tell me.." bakas ang sakit sa boses niya.

Umiling kaagad ako sakaniya. This is so hard, fuck! Mas lalong tumulo ang mga luha ko.

"Tell me please.. so I can be good now.." He almost whispered. Umiling pa din ako. Hindi naman dahil doon!

"Hindi! You will not understand! Balikan mo na ang fiance mo doon." I told him while sobbing. It's so hard, damn!

I felt his hand holding mine, "What? I don't remember telling you that I have a fiance.." Umiling siya habang sinasabi ito.

"Don't fool me, again! Sabi nila ay fiance mo iyon!" I cried more.

"The fuck are talking about? She's not my fiance. Hindi ko alam kung bakit siya laging nakabuntot sa akin. I will go to her right now if you want, I'll tell her to stop spreading fake news.. because my baby doesn't want it.." He is now wiping all my tears.

"I'm sorry if people tried to fool you. I will surely give them punishment for that.." He whispered on my ear.

Umiling ako sakaniya at patuloy na humihikbi.

"I-I d-don't understand.." May naramdaman akong luha muli. I can't process on my mind what's really happening. Ito na naman muli ako. Kinakain ng reyalidad. But this one is different. The reality is giving me a hard time to understand him dahil may bumabagabag sa isip ko.

"For what happened many years ago.. hindi kita niloko. Hindi ko kayang gawin sayo iyon, Ry.." He told me seriously and slowly. Tumango ako at naalala ang dati.

"You explained that to me, Tecson.. I'm sorry if I did not give you a chance for that.. It's just.. I..." Umiling ako at naramdaman ang hagod ni Tecson sa likod ko.

"I understand that part, Ry. Alam kong gusto mo lang noon na maayos ang lahat lahat. Who doesn't want that anyways. But I just can't understand yet.. handa naman kitang ipaglaban noon." Shit. Bakas sa boses niya ang sakit. But if I gave him a chance then we wouldn't be here kung nasaan kami!