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NITSW chap.5

I was supposed to double update yesterday, but since Wattpad is being a bitch and has this huge delay problem about synchronizing the readers count and etc, it brought my mood down drastically, so here's
your update, sorry that I cancel the double update xx

"You what?"

"I'm sorry. I know it's supposed to be no feelings involved but I can't help it okay? You made me feel things that I've long for so long, you made me see things that I've never seen before, you made me experience something I've never done before. You changed me, you made me, and you pulled me in. I just can't help it but get drained by you." I softly cried at the sudden harshness in his voice. He pushed his body up, hovering slightly above me. His gazes are hard and I can't read him like I used to. I closed my eyes at the pain of being rejected, crying quietly as I bit my lips.

"George, look at me" I feel his hands cupped my cheek, but I closed my eyes still.

"It's okay, hun. Just open your eyes and we'll talk this out okay?" I slowly opened my eyes, seeing the soft green eyes and a faint smile on his face.

"I get it if you hate me now for breaking that promise and ruining whatever the hell it is between us, I'll leave you alone if that's what you want and I won't tell a single soul about our thing, I promise you that I'll-" His lips silenced mine, making my eyes widen in shock.

"Did you mean it?" He asked once he pulled away.

"I... I did, I do." He sighed at my answer, examining my face silently with an unreadable expression.

"I don't know if I love you or if I hate you" He said becore kissing me again, much gentler and passionate this time. I cupped his cheeks in my hand, caressing the soft skin tenderly. We pulled away again, staring at each other with soft eyes; no desire, no lust, just pure tenderness.

"Care to elaborate? I'm a bit confused"

"I... You made me feel things that I shouldn't have felt, something that I've never felt before. It terrifies me and I've never ever feel terrified in my whole life, you see what you did there? Yeah, that's what you make me feel." He said quuetly. I looked away from his blazing green eyes, embarrassed by myself.

"But it's okay... I think. I mean, um... I'm willing to try this out, whatever the hell it is"

"Reece, it's not a game. I fell hard for you and I can't... I just can't keep p-"

"Shh, I know okay, I know... That's why I'll put my best effort into this okay? I put ourselves through this because I'm the one that drags you until we ended up here, therefore I'm the one that going to take the full responsibility. Just trust me, yeah?" I locked my eyes with him, contemplating his offer.

"I just need you to do that, George. Please, give it a go" He pleaded. I nodded my head hesitantly, watching his eyes lighting up,

"Yeah?"

"Yeah." His smile widened showing genuine happiness as his eyes twinkled with new lights.

Time flew really fast after we made that deal.
Reece proved himself to me. He showered me with loves every possible second and doing lots and lots of cute things that made my heart swelled in adoration. I barely have an alone time since he always up for something cute and overly adorable. I don't know how the hell he managed to do that all in a mental facility, but he somehow has his way.

I only talk to Blake when it's necessary. We never hang out anymore or have a good talk about life no more. It was always work-related talk because if it wasn't me that is busy, it was him. We just never have the same free time.